It's all my fault (Ashton Irwin)

It's all my fault. It's all my fault that my mom died when I was nine. It's all my fault that my dad abuses me. It's my fault that nobody like me at school. It's my fault everyone wants me dead. The only good thing that I have in my life is my brother Sam. Or so I thought was the only good thing. Hi. My name is Jay and I'm going to tell you why it's all my fault.


25. Date with Ashton pt 2


Jay's POV:


"Jay there's something I have to say." 

I hear Ashton say. "What is it?" I ask "I know that we have been only dating for a few days now but your the most amazing, beautiful, and funny person I know. I haven't felt like this in a long time but Jay, I'm in love with you." I hear the words roll of off his lips.

Wait what? He's in love with me? How? Why? Oh my god. 

these thought are in my head.

"Good, because I'm in love with you too Ashton. I thinks I've always been." I say and smile. He leans in closer to me as I do the same. Once his soft lips found mine I felt fire works within my stomach. This felt amazing. Our lips departed and both stared into each other's eyes. "I love you Jay." He says. "I love you too Ashton."

We lay next to each other on the blanket. His arms are around me and my head rests on his chest. I our beat in sync. Our breaths are in sync. Everything is perfect in the moment. No one has ever made me feel this happy since I was nine. I wonder what happens next.


Hey loves xx. I'm sorry I haven't updated in a while. School hasn't started yet due to a massive fire around the High Desert area, which is where I live in CA. I had to be evacuated from my home two days ago and I just got home today. The fire was a mile away from my house but its gone but its only 4% contained. Please keep this fire, (The Blue Cut fire) in your thoughts in prayers because people have lost their home due to the destruction the fire has caused. I will try to update more before I go back to school now that I'm home. I love you all xx :)


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