It's all my fault (Ashton Irwin)

It's all my fault. It's all my fault that my mom died when I was nine. It's all my fault that my dad abuses me. It's my fault that nobody like me at school. It's my fault everyone wants me dead. The only good thing that I have in my life is my brother Sam. Or so I thought was the only good thing. Hi. My name is Jay and I'm going to tell you why it's all my fault.


14. Beatings and milkshakes

Jay's POV:


Its been two days since the band practice. Ashton still walked me to school and he's coming this morning. I was getting ready when I hear my door slightly open and it wasn't Sam. It was my dad. Oh shit. "Jay I hear you were out with a boy a couple of days ago?" "First of all, hi good morning. (I start to feel my bitchy side kick in) and second, your never around anyway and you don't even care about me so why the fuck are you starting to notice that I went out with a guy?" I say with rage and anger boiling inside me. "I don't know where these words cam from but I won't have them in my house ever again you hear me?" he yells. "Your house? You don't even live here half the fucking time. And it's not my fault I was raised with a shit father who doesn't care and beats his daughter. Who like fuck does that" I yell back but with more force. "I FUCKING DO" he yells and grabs my hair and pins me to the floor. I scream for Sam and he comes in right away. "What the fuck did I say before? You touch her I will call the cops!" Sam yells "No Sam don't." I manage to say before my dad kicks me in the gut and I scream. "Get the fuck off her!" Sam yells and throws punches at my dad. They go at it for a few seconds until Sam yells, "Jay just go I know he's here. I love you." he says (hes talking about Ashton) I text Ashton and tell him to come in my window. He does straight away. "Oh my god Jay what the fuck happened?" he asks in a hurt voice. "My dad" is all I can say. He manages to find a towel and the peroxide. I lift up my shirt so he can get it over with. "Fuck this hurts." I say "I know Jay I'm so sorry." he says. He finishes cleaning me up (No! not that way) and he helps me walk out the door. "Jay I should just carry you." he says "Are you sure? I'm heavy." I say. "Well lets see then. I'll be careful." he says and lightly picks me up bridal style. "Jay you way nothing! Your not heavy at all." he says and I laugh and bury my face in his neck. We get to school and he gently sets me down

*skip to end of the day*

The goes by fast and I go to my locker. And Ashton meets me there. "Do you want to grab a milkshake? Might make you feel better." he says and I laugh a little bit and nod my head. We walk out of school to go to the nearest diner and get milkshakes. We sit down and talk about random shit for a little while and then we decide to head back to my house. Once we reached my doorstep he said, "Call me if anything bad happens OK?" "I will Ashton thank you so much." I said and he smiled and started to walk away and I shut my front door and went to bed.

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