51. I wish you didn't
I wish you didn't leave like that,
I wish you didn't make our lives a mess,
But it wouldn't be you to just go away,
No, it wouldn't be you to just stay away!
[Verse 1 & 2]
Aren't you good now with them?
Aren't you happy this way?
Aren't you okay now?
Don't you feel finally complete now?
Weren't you good back then?
Why weren't you happy that way?
Why couldn't you be okay?
Why would you have to turn this way?
[Verse 3 & 4]
You could have left,
And left us alone;
You could have been
A memory to hold.
But no, you had to make a scene,
You had to make my life your scene.
You know that I can't really be mad;
Just made this way.
So why is it good
If you make me feel fine,
And then throw something at me,
That's worse than a knife???
Yeah, we're the bad, we're down, we're the fucked up(!),
And you are the good, you're the up, you're the nice ones!
But why are we even worth your time then?
Why make me feel like I'm the one with the choice -
Haven't you seen enough of us pretend?
Uhm, so, this one's about my dad...
Uh, I dunno what else to say.