Ever since mom died I've basically buried myself in work. I'm not there for Jaina like I need to be. Jaina was 13 when mom died and it's been really hard for me to cope with having to basically raise my sister almost three years of her life. When she turned sixteen is when I started burying myself in my job and basically in a way gave up. It was one of the hardest things I had to do. I feel like in a way I failed Jaina somehow,like I wasn't there enough cause almost every waking moment I was heading out or at work. I wish I could go back and change how things were. I wish I could be there, I wish mom was still alive. I lied in my bed awake at three in the morning when I felt Jaina crawl up next to me. This was the first time since mom died she's come to me.
"Having trouble getting to sleep?" She asked.
"Yeah lots on my mind." I said playing with her hair.
"I miss her!" I heard her sniffle and I wrap my arms around her tightly.
"I do too Jai Bug. But she's not gone, she's still here in a way. She'll always be in our hearts." I replied.
"You..you haven't called me that since mom died." She said. Time passed on and we finally went to sleep. Before too long it was 6:45 and Jaina's alarm went off. Which woke me but she didn't budge.
"Jai Bug, it's time to get up for school." I lightly nudged her and she groaned. "I know it was a long night but you've got to go back to school. It's your last day till after summer." I sighed. She finally got up and got ready after a while. After Blake picked her up for school I sat there at the kitchen table for a while in my pajamas. It was then I decided to stay home from school. There was no way in hell I was missing her last summer here.
This was my last day of school for the summer. After that I'd be a senior. I don't know what I'm going to do after that. Maybe I'd move somewhere far and start a new life, you know, start fresh. Maybe I would stay and start a life with Blake. How come this whole time I wasn't reading the signs, he loves me and I love him. It's like this whole time I was just lost in a sea, a sea of confusion. What was I going to do with my life? Now is the time I should be deciding. After school was over for the day, for the year, I ran up to Blake and did something I've been meaning to do for the longest I not caring what anyone said wrapped my arms around his neck and kissed him not letting go he wrapped his arms around my waist and we stood there kissing and everyone strangely enough starts cheering.
"I love you Jaina Marie Scott, I have loved you since the start, and I will love you forever." He said looking into my eyes.
"I love you too Christopher Blake English!" I smiled looking back into his eyes. Blake stands there a moment as if thinking of what to say next.
"After all this time, will you be my girlfriend?" He asked me.
"I thought you'd never ask!" I replied and this time he kissed me. He drove me home and we realized Drew's car was still there. We walk inside and Drew is standing there with his arms open for a hug. I run into his arms and hug him.
"Blake don't think you're not a part of this." He said motioning for Blake to join the hug. The three of us stood there hugging for a moment.
"Drew, you don't have work today?" I asked.
"I'm taking two weeks off to spend with you. I haven't been here enough and starting now that's going to change." He smiled kissing my head.
"Thanks bro. That means a lot to me." I smiled.
"I love you Jai, I've got to get home. I'll see you tomorrow." Blake said as he walked toward the door.
"I love you too Blakers!" I smiled. It was finally summer! For the two weeks Drew took off work he taught me how to drive and I finally got my drivers license. It was going to be a great summer I could tell already. Blake and I were deeply in love and Drew was there more often. I love life. Things are going great. It was then I realized what I was going to do after school. I was going to marry Blake and we were going to have a wonderful lifetime of love together. Blake was the best thing that has ever happened to me and I didn't want to lose him. I was never letting him go.
(A/N: So y'all got to see Drew's story and his first point of view. Blake and Jaina are together and it's summer before senior year. Do y'all think Blaina will last? I am loving writing this story and hope y'all are enjoying reading it as much as I an writing it. Anyways, I hope y'all enjoy. Sending my love, love my fans! Signed, Kacey.)