Today I wasn't able to see my friends, because I was at vampire training, so I can be stronger and control my bloodlust in school. Accidentally I wasn't able to get my bloodthirst down before a human walked by and I feed on him, until he died. It was a boy in the teens he had I hole life in front of him, I feel so guilty because I just killed him and the worst part is that I liked it, but it was also horrible. It's Elijah that helps me and my boyfriend Damon (I've totally forgot to tell you about him, we have been together since I was 20, and that's a lot of years) he is 132, but he got turned when he was 17 just like me, we met at a beach at night in Phoenix, and my witch friend Emily made him a daylight ring. But back to the point. Elijah think I did well, and mom and dad are probably proud of me because I suddenly began to drink human blood, instead of that vegetarian diet I was on as they called it (it's when you're on an animal diet, like me and Stefan were, but we decided to begin to drink human blood.)
"I feel horrible Damon, I just killed a human and I liked it, how can you and the rest of the vampire race do it so easy?" I said to him. "You will learn it in time Elena, it's just like when you turned, you can't control it in the start but it will be easier in time I'll promise!" He said. "Are you sure?" I asked him whith a very small voice. "Elena Rosiana Salvatore don't you dare think I'll lie to you!" He said whit a funny voice but deep down under I could hear he meant it seriously, but I think I just can hear it because I know him so well. I began to laugh. He smiled at me and started to laugh too. "I love you" he said and I answered: "I love you too". Then he suddenly become serious again but with a single smile on his libs, and he took me in his arms and jumped out of the window (and since My bedroom is in a tower we fell like 10 meters down, but I felt safe because I was with him). I didn't take my eyes away from him a second, but when we got down I was a little curious to see how fast he was, because every vampire has a thing that makes them unique, and mine is that I'm really fast and I can talk to people through my mind (actually every vampire can talk through telepathy but I can talk to everybody no matter how far they are). Stefan has a power to see the good in every thing. Elijah is strong and can control others feelings. Mother are extremely beautiful and can love everyone and everything, she can always forgive you, but when she gets angry she's not good to be near. Father is smart strong and have a power to compel everyone after his opinion (or at least not everyone, he can't compel mother) so it all goes his way. Damon is were special, or we are special, he got his power when he met me and saw my eyes, my family thinks it's because we're meant for each other. But he has the exact same power as me, so instead of talking we communicate through thoughts, so whenever we're eating with others, or just us two, we just talk through thoughts, so our families are always worried because we don't talk so much. He carried me into the forest close at my home, and he climbed up to our tree (it's our tree because he took me here on our first date, it is a were big and old oak with blood red and black roses on that only blumes on my birthday, or the day he gave me the tree. Maybe it wasn't so good that I had a dress on, but who cares mom maybe, OK she would kill me if she saw me in my red silk dress, but what she doesn't know…
We spent the rest of the night just talking in the tree.
I can't write anymore because I shall eat now.
XOXO Elena Salvatore