I woke up, 7:04 am, i saw Calum was sleeping on the couch, he looked adorable and all i remembered was falling asleep on his shoulder, i am lucky my parents arent home. I went to my closet and got clothes to run in after brushing my teeth and headed out for my run.
I was back from my run, Calum was still in a deep sleep so i picked out an outfit and went into the shower. I liked to just stand in the shower, usually with a billion things on my mind, but now was only last night, Calum and I bonded in a way i havent in a long time, it felt good. I watched as the pink dye from my hair washed away into the shower drain, i decided silver/blue would be my next color. From the corner of my eye i saw the razor i used to cut yesterday blood was still door which was really gross. After i got out the shower and did my hair Calum called from my bedroom.
"Crystal?" he sounded a little tired and his voice was raspy it was now 9:47am
"Just checking" I smiled to myself, i wasnt sure if i was getting feelings for him and i didnt know what they meant.
I grabbed the razor lifted my hoodie and lowered my shorts too cut my hips, i had about 50 other cuts there because i was hard for me to cut myself, it grossed me out, today was a day i couldnt do it. I cleaned my mess and the blood from the day before and walked out the bathroom. I was wearing a simple loose white hoodie with black jean shorts and black knee high socks, i never wear shorts at school because i thought my thighs were too fat. My hair was down with two twists meeting in the back, i had no makeup as usual and my contacts in.
Crystal walked out the bathroom while i was on the same couch on my phone. She looked different, probably because she was wearing shorts.
"Goodmorning" she said.
"Morning, how long have you been awake?" I never noticed her wake up.
"Uhh two hours maybe"
"Oh, sorry i crashed here, you fell asleep and i didnt wanna leave here alone" i admitted
"Thats fine, my parents arent here... want something for breakfast"
"Okay" she said and headed downstair leaving me in her room, i went to the bathroom. I remembered the razor and blood that was here yesterday, everything was cleaned up and the mirrors were steamy. Had she cut today? The razor was in the shower today and there was no blood to be seen. I wet my face and headed out the bathroom, i was alone in her room so i decided to look around.
I went into her closet, it was a huge walking closet everything was organized. On one hanging rod she had sweaters, hoodies and jackets color organized on another hanging rod she had long sleeves leading to tshirts to tank tops and thin strapped shirts to strapless shirts. On a different hanging rod she had rompers, skirts and dress, shorts and pants were folded neatly on shelves. She had all kinds of shoes like sneakers, boots, heels and she had accessories and a table-dresser with makeup and a mirror. I had never seen Crystal wear any of this clothes, i supposed the other clothes hse wore to school was in the drawers but i didnt wanna open those and find undergarments. I went out the closet into her room and just sat on the couch on my phone, i had just met a different Crystal, she had so many sides to her and i didnt even know which one i loved most.