A/N: Shoutout To My Best Friend Sid For Writing The Smut In This Chapter Since I'm Terrible At Writing Those Kinda Scenes Oops :) I don't know her Wattpad so when I find out what it is I'll credit her. Also if you don't want to read the smut you can kind of skip towards the middle/end of the chapter since it goes back to storyline written by me. Hope you all enjoy :)
My baby boy and I just finished our movie so we were heading to bed so we could get up early since Luke had to be at the airport by 6. We make our way to the bedroom, stripping down to my boxers. When I look up, I see that Luke has already beaten me to it and is sitting against the headboard with one of his hands behind his head and one resting on a pillow due to his shoulder injury. But he's also wearing a smile that lights up his whole face. It's not until then that I noticed that he'd been staring at me since I walked in.
"What's that look on your face there?" I asked. A wide-spread grin stretched across his face as he chuckled and looked down, biting his lower lip. Holy shit that was hot.
"Come here," he said, gesturing me to his lap. I walk over shyly and straddle his lap. His skin feels warm against mine. He reaches for the duvet that was set at his feet and pulls it back up to the bottom of my back, which covers his thighs.
"You're so beautiful baby boy," I say to him as I run my hand through his hair, brushing it out of his eyes. Luke's hand reaches around to the back of my neck and pulls my head closer to his, making our foreheads touching.
"Boy, you are... my everything, and I wouldn't change that for the world," he says before placing his lips over mine. The kiss turns out slow and soft, having his lips caress mine. My heart wrenches each time we kiss. It hurts and I don't like this feeling. In fact, I hate it! I know he's leaving tomorrow and as much as I wish he wasn't, I can't do anything to change that fact.
It slows down before stopping, leaving our foreheads touching and our breathing deep but slow. "Baby, look at me," he says, his deep voice ringing softly in my ears.
I couldn't. Not now. If I do, I know I'll start crying, for god's sake, I'm on the verge of tears. I was looking down, playing with the hem of his shirt, trying to distract myself.
"Baby, please," he pleaded. No, please, not now. "Baby."
I looked up with tears all welled up in my eyes. When I looked up into his eyes, I lost it. Tears were flowing, my hands were shaking, It felt like the world was about to end. My head immediately faces down again, but Luke's hands reached up to my face and brought his face closer, kissing each tear away. Having his kiss take away my tears makes me calm down a bit even though there's still hiccups in me cries.
"Shhhh, baby please don't cry, you know I hate seeing you cry," Luke whispers.
"I can't help it knowing that you'll be leaving tomorrow, you'll be leaving me."
"Mikey, I will always be with you. I may not be here physically, but you do love me right?"
I stare into his eyes. They read of concern. I love him. I really do.
A tear slips out as I say, "Yes." It barely comes out as a whisper.
"I'll always be here, baby. I always will be," he said, as he pointed to my heart.
Another tear slips out before I grab his face and smashed his lips onto mine. Kissing my boy with all the love I had in me. He seems quite taken aback that I have approached him like this, but he slowly follows on.
His lips caress mine softly once again, before coming to a stop with our breathing breathless.
After a second, Luke flips us over so that now I bottom. His lips attach to my neck giving small kisses, carefully nipping at the skin here and there. My hands reach up to his hair and tugs the parts that are at the nape of his neck as I circle my legs around his waist. I feel the vibration on my neck as he moans when I pull on his hair. His lips quickly come up, from the base of my neck to the side of my ear. I feel his face hover over mine, so I open my eyes. His usual bright blue eyes are now a dark blue colour, showing love and need with tears welled up in his eyes too.
"Let me make love to you so you can see that I'll be your one and only. Always."
I nod at him, smiling before placing a kiss on his upper lip, his lower lip, and my last kiss on his lips. Our foreheads are touching, our breathing slow. Luke sucks in a deep breath before kissing my neck again, as I continue to pull on his hair. His lips lower, moving down my chest, giving my small kisses and love bites. My breath hitched in my throat. I think Luke sensed this because he looked up at me with a smirk evident on his handsome features. The lower he went, the less air that I was able to breathe. It was getting harder to breathe by the second. His fingers hooked onto the inside of my boxers and pulled them so slowly, my dick was aching. And when he pulled them down completely, I sighed of relief and closed my eyes. Luke's hands touched my shins and so utterly slow, he moved them upwards leaving kisses here and there on both sides, moved higher to my thighs, rubbing my skin in small circles before moving up, just touching the inside of them where I'm most sensitive. He's moved up to my hips. Higher. To my torso. Even higher. My aching lungs gasping for air this boy has literally taken away from me. Oh my, was I in a daze. His lips latched onto my neck and he crawled up to the side of my ear, leaving hickeys along the way. I can feel my erection against his clothed cock. His lips suddenly leave behind my ear, and I wince at the sudden coldness that the room has kindly provided. He gets off the bed as I sit up and watch him take off his shirt and pulls down on his boxers before stepping out of them. He smiles at me before grabbing a condom, then walking over to me, grabbing my face in both hands before kissing me again with so much force he releases the passion into the kiss, as he pushes me down onto my back and straddles me while pumping his length. I know this sounds so cliche, but it feels like electricity is running through my veins. That I'm on top of the world right now, that nothing and nobody can ever get in the way between us. Luke adds a little tongue into the makeout session while he puts on the condom. After he pulls up my leg and positions it to circle his waist, he brings up my other leg to do the same thing. He licks his fingers and rubs it against my hole just to get a feel before inserting one finger in, and thrusting it in and out for a couple minutes before pulling it out completely.
"You okay, baby?"
"Yes, keep going," I smile up at him.
"With pleasure, baby boy." He said as he rolled the condom onto himself.
I circle my arms around Luke's neck as he placed himself inside slowly, sending waves of an amazing yet unexplainable feeling throughout my body. He waits for me to adjust and when I give him the okay, he rocks his hips in perfect rhythm. His lips crept onto my neck, leaving love bites everywhere his lips went. There was no doubt that in this moment that my breath hitched in my throat. I love Luke. I love him. I can't believe that he's leaving tomorrow. But since he's here now, I should just be happy. I look up at him and place my own kisses on his neck, leaving hickeys where he's been leaving some on me.
"I love you," I repeat in between kisses and hickeys.
His thrusts were slow but deep with full of love and care. Everything was perfect in this moment. He is perfect.
"Baby, I'm close," I say as his thrusts become sloppy. I can tell that he's almost there too.
"Fuck, so close baby, but look at me. I want to look at you, look how beautiful you are," he says without a blink of an eye.
"You too are beautiful, and I love you," I reply as I hear his breath stall for a second before smiling and leaning down to kiss my lips.
"I love you so much baby," he replies just as he releases into me, the stain in his eyes as he does. Not long after, I release myself too, looking straight into his eyes as I'm feeling the strain and resistance to not close my eyes and arch my back.
After we both came down from our high, he rolled off me and pulled me on top of his body, his arm around my waist as he pulled the duvet up to our chests. We stayed in silence for a few minutes to catch up on our breathing. As much as I want to stay awake with Luke, my sleepiness is catching up to me quickly.
"I love you, Michael," he says as he presses his lips to my forehead, giving me multiple soft kisses. "Don't you ever forget that."
I turn my face up towards him and look him in the eyes, thinking that I can't hold sleep off for any longer.
"I love you more baby," I whisper before my eyes shut and sleep takes over me.
*The Next Morning*
*Michael's POV Again Bc I'm Trash And I Like Breaking People's Hearts :)*
I woke up to the sound of Luke's alarm going off. His phone was on the nightstand on his side of the bed so I couldn't reach it to turn it off.
"Lukey, wake up," I said while nudging him a bit.
"Just 5 more minu...." He said not even finishing his sentence before falling asleep again.
"Fine but could you at least turn off your alarm?" I asked the noise starting to actually hurt my ears.
Since I figured he wasn't going to wake up and turn it off I rolled on top of him so I'd be able to reach it myself.
Luke groaned into his pillow.
"Lazy ass," I said while setting Luke's phone back on the nightstand.
"I heard that." He said attempting to turn over.
"Get off me loser," He said trying to push me off him.
I ended up back next to him and facing him.
"What time is your flight?" I asked with a hint of sadness in my voice.
"Eight thirty." He said.
It was 5am now according to Luke's phone.
"Why are they making you leave so early?" I asked.
He sighed. "I don't know. They just want us out of here."
I frowned knowing it was partly my fault they were all being forced to leave. If I had just stayed with Luke and not gone to that party none of this would be happening.
"I'm gonna miss you," I said cuddling a bit closer to him.
"I already miss you." He said back.
We just laid in silence and held each other close wishing time would slow down or just stop altogether.
Then Luke's phone rang.
He let go of me and turned around to answer it.
I just laid there listening to Luke's voice. Is it possible to already miss his voice when he hasn't even left yet?
"I'm at Michael's house."
"Okay, I'll be ready by then."
"Yeah. I'll text you his address again."
"Who was that?" I asked knowing it was probably one of the boys.
"Calum. Apparently, Dave was mad because I spent the night here instead of my house so now they have to spend extra time coming to pick me up and he's worried we're gonna miss our flight." He said looking slightly annoyed.
"Oh." Was all I said.
"Yeah and as much as I wouldn't mind missing my flight, they're gonna be here at 5:45 so I should probably go get ready." He said frowning.
"Want me to go make you some coffee?" I asked while he got out of bed and stretched.
"Please." He said smiling.
I smiled and got up to go make coffee not only because it was 5am but because we had gone to bed last night around midnight due to our "events" so we had only slept for a couple hours.
*15 Minutes Later Bc I Just Want Muke To Be Together*
I saw Luke walk into the living room and sit on the couch. I grabbed his coffee which today just happened to be in a Hannah Montana mug that Cayla had gotten me as a joke gift.
"Ah seriously? Hannah Montana?" He said once seeing the mug.
"You guys are basically the same person just drink it," I said laughing.
It was silence for a couple minutes after that. I desperately wanted to say our goodbyes before the other guys got here but I really didn't want to have to say goodbye.
I pulled my phone out of my pocket and saw it was 5:35.
"Luke...." I said while setting my coffee down on the table in front of the couch.
Luke just looked at me. I could just see in his eyes that he was dreading this too.
"I hate goodbyes." He said quietly.
"I know you do," I said frowning and hugging him.
"I'm sorry." He apologized.
"Why are you apologizing?" I asked while pulling back from our hug and looking him in the eyes.
"Because I'm leaving you and you don't deserve that you deserve someone who can always be here for you physically." He said tearing up.
"Luke it isn't your fault that you're being forced to leave okay. It's for your own safety. I want you to be safe okay and if that means you have to leave me for a while then that's what you'll do. So as much as we hate being away from each other we'll make it work okay? It's only for a while. Nothing can tear us apart. I promise you. I'm here for you now and I'll still be here when you get back. I love you more than anything else in the world. Nothing is going to change that. I. Love. You." I told him while holding his hands in mine.
"What about you? Who's going to protect you? I can't let him hurt you again." He said with a tear running down his cheek.
"Lukey I'll be okay. Just please don't cry if you start crying, I'll start crying and I don't want to cry. I want our last moments together to be happy." I said wiping his tear away.
"Right I'm sorry." He said trying to dry his eyes and keep any more tears from falling.
"I love you, Mikey," Luke said before kissing me.
"I love you too Lukey," I said holding his hand and smiling at him.
The doorbell rang which we both knew were the boys rushing to pick him up. I quickly glanced at the clock to see it was 5:45.
Luke opened the door to see Ashton and Dave.
"Luke cmon we're already running late we have to go," Dave said quickly.
"Okay let me go get my bags," Luke said before running back to the other room where all his things were. He literally had left enough of his stuff at my house at this point that he just packed with all the things he had here. He pretty much lived here.
I stood by the door seeing Calum in the car with his headphones in and his head resting on the window. He briefly lifted his head to wave at me.
"Hey, Michael?" Ashton said.
"Yeah?" I replied.
"Everything will be okay. I know you and Luke can get through this." He said smiling.
"Thanks," I said to him, feeling happy that he also believed me and Luke would get through this.
Luke appeared next to me with his bags in hand and a slight frown on his face.
"We'll take your bags," Dave said grabbing Luke's bags and handing one to Ashton.
They walked to the car while Luke and I stood there on the porch getting lost in each others eyes. Tears were threatening to fall from our eyes again. I kissed Luke one last time and felt a tear fall down my cheek.
"Hey, I thought you said no crying," Luke said trying to keep everything happy.
"I know I know," I said wiping the tear and taking a deep breath.
"Luke we aren't gonna make it to the airport if you don't hurry up," Dave said while getting in the car.
Luke nodded and apologized.
"Please remember that I love you and I don't care what time it is in Sydney if you need me please call me okay I won't be mad if you wake me up at 3am I just want you to be okay." He said giving a weak smile.
"I love you too. And same to you okay if you need me please call me." I said hugging him one last time.
"Luke," Dave said getting impatient.
"See you soon," He said before leaving a kiss on my forehead.
"See you soon," I said right back to him as I let go of him so he could walk to the car.
As he got in the car I felt as if I was going to start crying again. I saw him smile at me before he closed the door and they drove off.
I silently walked back into the house and just sat on the couch not knowing what to do with the rest of my day.
And it wasn't even 6am yet.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~A/N: HEYYYYY GUYSSSS!!! I hope you're all having a fantastic Friday. I think next Tuesday I'm going to put up chapter 15 of coffee & vinyl. Don't get too excited it is a very mini chapter that just fills you in on some information. It's only about 200 words but I figured I'd post it on Tuesday. So, I hope you enjoyed today's chapter. Thank you all so much for reading. :)
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