When god made the humans, he told the angels to love the humans as much as they loved him, but he knew that they had to meet the humans to do that. So he send he's most loyal four sons down as the first to meet the humans. Lucifer had It hard at first to see why he should love the humans, they were greedy, vengeful, and everything he and his family didn’t stand for, but still god loved them.
The other brothers didn’t take long to see the good in the humans and then could come back. But it took Lucifer almost 100 years before he finally found a reason to love the humans.
Or love a human.
In a city long forgotten he found a young woman, even though she had suffered all her life. Her faith in god was strong, and her goodness was magnificent even though she didn’t have much herself. She was a saint, a saint that lived on the street taken care of other kids.
If he was a human, he would have called her an angel.
She find him, dehydrated in the dessert, and even though she didn’t have much, she gave him her last water. She cares for him the next couple of days, while still taking care of the street kids.
He doesn't need the care, but is fascinated over that a person that doesn’t have much, give it all to others. She took care of him for 3 weeks, but in all, there were together a year.
He felt things he never thought were possible.
And the best of it was, he now understood what he's brother told him about love for other than god. He loved humanity because of her. But he loved her, even more than he loved god.
And god wasn’t happy about that, the angels shouldn’t love on more than others, so he tried to separate them, but Lucifer kept going back to her. So god gave him a choice, him or her. He got 3 days to decide. But Lucifer knew from the start who, he would choose, so he hide her where he thought she would be safe till he could get her, cause he knew he would be cast out of heaven. His plan was to tell god he choose her, and then live his life with her.
What he didn’t know was that while he talked to god, Michael found her and killed her. Lucifer could feel it in his grace, when the life ebbed from her.
He had given her some of his grace so there were linked.
He could feel it like it was himself that died.
God thought that if he couldn’t make him come home willingly, he just had to remove the reason why. But Lucifer got mad, he felt like a part of him had died. So he began to become gruesome and evil to the other angels. And he began to get vengeful, planned to kill god and Michael, which had cost him so much joy from his life.
But god finds out and cast Lucifer from heaven, Lucifer is so filled with rage that he creates hell and its demons, he want revenge.
He does everything to make life miserable for the them, that took his love away.
But he soon finds out, that she is not completely gone, his grace saved her soul.
So she was reborn, he made the demons search for her, but every time they found her, the angels had already killed her.
He's anger get worse and worse, and in the end he let it out on the humans that the angels and god loves so much, so they can feel the pain they cost him every time they kills her. For thousands of years he searched for her, but doesn’t get there in time.
Until one day he finally finds her first.
Or that’s what he thought, he had decided to get her himself but finds angels hovered over her dead parents body that had gotten killed while trying to protect their child. The angels tried to kill him, but he was to powerful, before an archangel and now king of hell, they couldn’t kill him.
He finds her hidden under her bed with a big plush bunny clutched into her chest.
He sees she's only around the 6 years this time.
He realizes he must look scary, covered in blood and his white angel wings soaked in blood.
But assure her that he's here to safe her from the bad people and she for some reason believe him and take the hand he had reached for her with.
The same blue eyes that had looked at him with love for over 3 thousand years ago now look at him, with sadness and fright. But he know it's not towards him, for he can still feel the grace he left in her blush up, when she had taken his hand. And he knows that her soul still remembers him, even though her mind can't.
He takes her up in his arm and ask her to closes her eyes. She does what he asks even though she should be terrified. But she believes he is an angel that god sent from heaven to protect her, her mom always said that angels were good.
She did not know that he was a fallen angel, an angel that was fall for her.
He hold her like a seashell and listened to the heartbeat he had looked for in thousands of years.
He opens the gate to hell in the floor, pulls his wings around himself and step down. They fall forever, she hold herself tightly into him while still holding on to the bunny, he brushes her over the hair while looking for the sign to opens his wings.
And he sees it, the first glimpse of hells fire, he quickly opens his wings and let the gas push them up. They fly over hell for half an hour until they come to his castle that is in the corner of hell.
He lands in the yard that’s full of flowers and trees.
He had made his gardens after what he remembers of heaven so she would not be scared when he finally finds her. He closes the wall around them, make the wall fill the above to and instead of show hell sky she will now see a bright sky above her.
He knew he had to make sure she didn’t found out where she was.
He completely close his castles off, so no one can come out, and only a few knows the way to come in or out. He knew he had to make sure she didn’t know she was in hell, but he also know she would have to know who he was. But that she had to make her own option what she think of him.
And that he would never hurt her, no matter what people thought of him, he didn’t care, all that he cared for what this tiny little human thought of him.