When I walk out from my room after 12 I see all the demons run around like chicken without their heads scared over something. Confused I decide to try to find Sebastian or someone to tell me what is going on that Neinor also had been asked to join Lucifer and I haven't seen him since this morning. I see that all the demons are gathered around the room I'm not allowed inside coming out from there with black bags. I look inside the door even though I know it's the stupidest thing I can do, because I will know what I will see, but still. What I saw was something I wasn’t prepared for. I see Lucifer with this big blade standing over a guy covered in blood ready to cut his head off.
I scream horrified making him stop and look surprised at me with blood all over his face, I see the body lying behind the guy. He looks up at me and I get a really good look.
His silver eyes look at me with disgust, the silver hair is almost red from the blood of his fallen sisters and brothers. I can't help but see how different he looks from Lucifer and Sebastian, the pointy ears, and the scars down his throat, the three scars crosses like some kind of tattoo, he is beautiful in a warrior kind of way. Even though I see the disgust I run over covering him with my body. ,, Lucifer you can't kill him! I know he is an angel that is sent here to kill me, but I don’t want you to kill him for my sake.” I declare putting my arms around him ignoring the attempts to get away from me, but he's bound down completely.
Even his wings.
They are also covered in blood but I still see the grey color underneath with the dots like a pigeon.
They are not as pretty as Lucifer's but they are still majestic.
,, Sara get out of my way, he needs to die like the rest, or else HE will never learn that this is my domain! I am king!” he screams the last one with so must anger that his wings rise.
I feel the shiver running down his body, but also the disgust.
Don’t touch me you filth. I know where you soul has been.
I look surprised at him pretty sure that the voice in my head must have come from him.
And apparently there is a parade in there, because Lucifer roars just when he said it trying to push me off him with eyes that almost are black from madness and anger.
I grab a hold of his arm dead scared for my life cause no matter what I have done have I never seen him this angry before. But I can't let him keep killing for my sake.
Yeah they want to kill me, but they have orders from the dickhead, he should just send them back where they came from. How many of his brothers and sisters have he killed for my sake?
I can't let him kill any more of them.
Neinor comes into the room and when he sees me hovering protectively over the angel his face turns completely white. ,, shit! Sara got dammit! Lucifer don’t do anything you will regret!” he says pleading running in front of Lucifer trying to protect me with his hands raised to show he will not do anything. But Lucifer is so angry he just shove Neinor to the side and then after me.
Neinor catch me in my fall trying to hold onto me while I scream at Lucifer I don’t want any more kills on my conscious. He ignores me completely not at all looking like the Lucifer I know.
This is the first time I really get to see who Lucifer is, and why he is the root of evil in the books.
He looks terrifying like he could burn the castle down with all of us in it just for a kick.
Somehow I get free from Neinor just when Lucifer raise his sword, I jump between them scared out of my wits when I see the swords whiz down towards me.
Then something gray block my view and then I hear it, the sound of torn flesh, tendons got cut over and the sound when it goes through the bone. I will never forget that sound.
Or the scream of true pain that followed.
I sit there completely in shock covered in blood looking at the gray wing that lays on the ground in front of my feet. I look up and see the disbelief and the horror in Lucifer's eyes when he realize he was about to kill me, slowly like all hell just stopped moving I turn around looking at the face that a clenched in pain. He saved me. Even though he was sent here to kill me he saved me.
I feel hands on my body and look at the worried faces of Neinor and Sebastian trying to see if some of the blood is mine and I also was cut. Lucifer stands behind them looking dumfounded at his hands like he doesn't even recognize them anymore before falling to his knees with his arms around himself. In a daze I try to stand up but my legs give up under me making me fall to my knees. But determination I crawl over to him not really sure why or what I should do when I get there. I just look at him rocking himself with golden tears flowing from his eyes.
And somehow I know that if I will not lose him forever I have to do something right there.
So I do the only thing I can think of.
I feel his arms carefully lays around me and his teary face on my chest, I don’t know what to say so I just hold him tightly trying not to shake of the fear and shock that’s still lingers in my body.
So this is the king of hell.
I mumble with a shaky voice to Sebastian to take care of the angel, and he does it without asking any question. Neinor helps him carry him out of the room with worried eyes following me until he's out of the door leaving me and Lucifer all alone. We just sit there with our arms around each other, I try to get my heartbeat down to normal and ignore the sweat that are clamming my back as their territory.
,, I know I'm a monster Sara, and I know you aren’t foolish enough to love me. But please, please don’t leave me.” He mumbles sobbing my t-shirt wet.
,, I love you, I will just have to learn to love everything about you.” I whisper trying not to look at the wing that just lay there in a pool of blood. We sit there covered in blood, how long I don’t know.
But in the end Sebastian and Neinor comes, Sebastian takes Lucifer and Neinor carries me down to the bath. He wash my hair and body like Sebastian used to do without even saying something nasty about it. In the end he puts me to sleep holding me tight into him all through the night until I finally fall asleep.