Anyone hardly touched their food, or in Chloe's case, pile of lettuce. We were all too busy making a big fuss over Meg's new relationship.
For some reason, I was jealous. Not jealous of who she was with, but with the fact that she was with someone in general.
I have a major heart ache for Ryder, and seeing Megan with someone, just worsened that ache. It also didn't help that Ryder and his friend's table was just two away from ours. It was too far for anyone to hear anything we were saying because our table is far away from all the others.
Guess who's one of Ryder's best friends? Ty Myers. Every time Meg would point over to Ty, and we all looked, I never really looked at Ty. Ty was also pretty popular. Probably the fourth or fifth most popular guy in school.
I wanted to scream to the whole world how much I love Ryder Paisley. I haven't even told my friends yet. I didn't know why, I mean, we tell each other everything. I guess I just feel like my expectations are too high for Ryder. He'd never like me in a million years.
"Okay. Enough about me and Ty. Do you guys have a crush on anyone? Except Trish of course." Meg said that last part sarcastically.
"I have a crush on Cody!" Lea joked.
"I still miss Caden so much." We all knew that Jade wouldn't cry. Caden had moved to Germany almost four months ago.
"I guess I kind of like Jackson." Chloe said. That was obvious though. Not exactly the most secret crush.
Everyone looked at me. They all wanted me to share my secret crush. That was never going to happen though.
"Come on Bri! Who do you like?" Trish asked in a very girly voice.
Really Trish? Trish never shared who she liked so why do I have to?
"Who do you like Trish?" I asked back.
"Nobody. I've already told you that." Trish always said that.
"Who do you like?" Jade and Lea said in unison towards me.
"Nobody really." I lied.
"Really Bridgett? You change your crush almost monthly, and now you don't have one at all?" Meg asked in a suspicious tone.
She was right. From her perspective anyway. I've had a secret crush on Ryder for about a year now. Whenever my friends ask who I have a crush on though, I just name some random boy that is somewhat nice and intelligent. I changed it about every month so they wouldn't think I was too serious about that random boy.
I was tired of lying to them about these random crushes. Plus, I was running out of nice and intelligent boys.
"I don't like anybody." I guess it wasn't a complete lie. I didn't like Ryder, I loved Ryder.
"Suit yourself." Trish stated in her 'disappointment voice.'
For the rest of lunch, we talked about Meg and Ty and eve came up with some OTPs. There was My, Teg, Tygan, or Tegan. I think Meg said she liked Tegan the best. There wan't much you could do with their names since they are pretty short.