1. Not perfect
Please don't call me....
cute or attractive or anything else, okay?
I'll spend hours in the mirror trying to see what you see
How could i be what you claim
When I can't get any one to stay?
I see the scares on my skin
I see the imperfections on my face
I know that I can not ever win
I have depression that takes up space
I'll never see what you see
No matter how hard I look or how long I search
I fight for a day when I'll feel fucking free
I look too long and feel my
I look like a fucking chick....
I sound like a girl no matter how
hard I try
I'm constantly asking you why....
Why do you see what I don't?
You'll say I'll see it if I try
But don't you see.....
All because I know that I'm not perfect