2. Chapter 2
I'm done waiting for Alex. I miss him too much. I got in my car and drove to our I mean his house. I pulled in the driveway and I saw his car. I got and walked to the door. I was about to knock but then I heard Alex on the phone. "Zack I just don't know what to do. We ran into each other at the grocery store. I liked at his eyes and I broke. I miss him but I'm not ready to forgive him. He was my whole world. I guess I didn't mean that much to him though. Zack what do I do?" That's not true. I love Alex so fucking much. No one can replace him. I've been a mess. I feel empty. I'm lost without him. I heard him say bye to Zack and I waited 10 Mississippi's till I knocked on the door. I grabbed a rose from my pocket as he opened the door. "J-Jack?" "Hey Alex. Can we talk? Please I really need yo- t-to talk to you I mean." God I almost told him I need him back. "I really don't want to talk to you but your not going to give up are you?" He asked. "Nope. Not till your mine again." I said. "Fine." And I walked in. He kept everything the same. Nothing moved. It even looks like he sat in my chair. I could see tear stains in the fabric of the couch. He sat in his seat and I sat in mine. "So what did you want to talk about?" He said. I know he already knows what I'm going to say but he is always polite. "Alex. I miss you. I'm a fucking mess and I feel lost and incomplete without you. Alex what I did is unforgivable and I know that. But I want to say is she threatened me. She threatened to hurt you. I know that's no excuse for what I did but Alex I'm so fucking sorry. I miss you Alex. I need you." At this point I was crying. I need him so bad. He came over to me and hugged me. "Jack, I miss you too but I can't forgive you so easily. What you did it broke me. If something happens like that again I'm moving and never speaking to you again." "Deal. I just need you back." I hugged him so tight like if the next person to come were to take him away.