I was now debating for atleast an hour or so if I should visit Taylor. It has been a month or two since we last saw each other and talked. I also do kinda missed her. I'm starting to think like I'm losing my mind. I know I need advice but, from who?
I can't tell Harry. I can't ask Louis. I can't tell the other boys but maybe I can ask their girlfriends or ' The Gals ' ( yeah, I wanted a squad in the story so I named it ' The Gals '. Comment on what you think about the name )
I hopped off my bed and paced back and forth my room. " Think Sofia think. Visit Taylor or not. Visit Taylor? " was what I repeated myself like a real maniac.
I went to my dresser and took my pink magic 8 ball. I bought this years ago when I needed some advice
" Should I visit Taylor? " I asked the magic 8 ball and shook it. I closed my eyes and opened them to see that it said ' Yes '. " Are you sure? " I asked again and it sad ' Absolutely '. I sighed and went to my bathroom
I took a 20 minute bubble bath with candles to clear my mind of my nerves on visiting Taylor again. Will we fight? Will she scream at me? Will we be ok? Will we hug and forget this? Woooo I'm a maniac and that's a fact
After I hopped off the bathtub, I went to my closet and took out some black skinny jeans and a sweater that Taylor gave me that said ' The Best Sis Ever '. I kinda felt a tear roll down because of that. I lastly took out some pink pumps that covered most of my feet.
I took my black purse and put my phone and wallet in there. I checked the time to see that it was only 10:35. Taylor has to still be at home.
I quickly ran downstairs and almost not noticed Harry at the kitchen.
" Hey So- where are you going? " Harry asked while looking directly at me while I fixed my hair in a side braid " no time to explaine, I'm late already. Do I look fine? Do you think the person will like it? " I asked very panicked. I was in a hurry. I need to get there in 10 minutes or less if possible " yeah, yeah you do. Well whoever this person is. He or she is gonna love it " he said and I heard him mummble something but I didn't hear clearly.
I went straight to my car and shouted a ' bye ' to Harry before I drove out. It took my 30 minutes to get back to Taylor's flat. Once I checked the time it was 11:05. I sure hope I'm not late.
I parked my car to Taylor's parking and hopped off my car. I ringed he doorbell once, I was literally shaking after that. A few seconds past and Taylor finally opened it. At first she was shocked to see me but that expression faded into dissapointment, anger and sadness all at once. This was what I was scared of.
" What are you doing here? I thought you wanted to live on your own and that Harry meant more than me? What are you doing here? " she asked coldly which instantly made me guilty " because, I wanted to talk to you " I said and she sighed and let me in.
Once we were inside, we sat down on her couch and I took a deep breath.
" What do you even want? " she asked " I just wanted to talk, about anything, I missed you " I said and she sighed " well, what do you want to know, hear or talk about " she asked, obviousely she's still mad and don't wanna talk about anything. This made me feel more nervouse " no-nothing. forget it. I'll call you when I remember it. And I'm sorry " I said and looked down while she just looked at me, but not coldly, she looked at me like she hasn't seen me in forever " it's fine, but are you still gonna live with Harry? " she asked with no more sigh or madness in her voice " yeah, he doesn't know I visted you so, I have to go back " I said and she sighed but faked a smile " it's alright, you should go " she said and stood up, great, we were alright for a moment now we're not because of me
" Ok, bye " I said an stood up, I'm the worst sister ever. I don't deserve this sweater. I just don't