6. Chapter 6
"Ashton, please. Tell me what's wrong." Lexi whispered placing a hand on my shoulder.
I shoved her hand off and clenched my fist as I turned to face her.
"Is this how it's always going to be every time a fan says something mean? I get that you're going through a lot right now, but you can't try to OD on fucking sleeping pills every time someone says something mean to you. I can't constantly worry about you trying to kill yourself with every mean comment or tweet! Do you hear me Alexandra?! I can't do it. If this is how you're going to be, maybe this relationship won't work." I snapped at her.
Tears filled in her eyes.
"Ashton. Please don't do this. I'm sorry, it won't happen again." She breathed still in shock from my outburst.
"That's the thing Lexi. It will happen again. It will always happen again until you decide it's time to quit, until you decide to that you'll be okay. And until you decide that, we're done. This relationship is over." I said coldly and started to walk away.
"Ashton. Please don't do this. Please don't leave me." She pleaded. I could hear her crying, but I just kept walking. I slammed the door on my way out.
"Ashton. Please don't do this. Please don't leave me." I pleaded with him.
I was crying now, my breathing was becoming shallower. I heard him slam the door and I fell to the floor sobbing. I grabbed the razor blade next to me and slashed my wrists open. Ashton had left and now I really was alone. No one would care if I died.