Beautiful and Broken

"You can't ever do this again. You almost died today and I don't want to have to live without you." He said softly as tears ran down his cheeks. "You ended this. I almost died today because of you." I whispered. "I know and I'm sorry. I know this is my fault, but a don't want to live a life without you in it. You mean the world to me. I'm in love with you Alexandra Caroline Stevens." He said as he placed both hands on my face as he searched my eyes and kissed my forehead.


18. Chapter 18

The taxi pulled up in front of the apartment complex, I got out as Luke handed the cab driver the money for the ride. Luke turned back to me as I watched the cab speed off down the road. I opened my mouth to speak, but he quickly cut me off. 

"Please Lexi. Just don't say anything." He said coldly. I nodded and turned towards the door. I pushed them open and stepped into the lobby. I was quickly greeted by Ashton as he wrapped his arms around me. I pulled away slowly. Ashton placed his hand on the side of my face. I turned my head and nuzzled his hand gently.

"Lex? What's wrong?" He asked quietly.

I just nodded no and let a tear fall. He looked me up and down. I saw anger flash in his eyes. He pulled at the hoodie that was wrapped around me.

"What the hell is this?!" He growled.

"Ash. Please, calm down. It's not what it looks like. I slipped on the road and Luke just gave me some dry clothes. I swear. I love you." I breathed, and placed my hand on the back of his hand. He slowly directed his gaze back towards me.

"Nothing happened?" He questioned. I glanced over at Luke who was staring at us, completely stone faced. I quickly turned back to Ashton.

"No. Nothing." I wrapped my arms around his neck and kissed him. I broke the kiss for a moment and leaned in next to his ear.

"Let me prove it." I whispered. I pulled back smiling. His eyes had gone wide and he turned a deep shade of Crimson. He grinned and picked up. I squealed and giggled excitedly as he carried me off to the bedroom. Ashton shut and locked the door behind us. He slammed me against the wall and I hitched my legs around his waist as his lips met mine, his tongue begged for entrance into my mouth, I granted. I locked my fingers into his hair as his hands slid up my shirt. Shivers went shooting down my spine like lightning. I could tell it was taking every fiber in his being not to just completely tear my clothes off. I broke the kiss for a second, breathing in and out heavily.

"Ashton, before we take this any farther there's something I want you to know." I gasped as his lips trailed down my neck, nibbling slightly when he reached my collar bone.

"Yes?" He said softly against my neck.

"I'm...I'm a virgin." I breathed nervously. He pulled away for a second and looked at me with surprise in his eyes.

"I can stop, if you want me to." He whispered. I shook my head no and smiled.

"I want this." I whispered seductively as I pulled his shirt off from over his head. He smiled as he nodded and went back to kissing my neck. He slid the sweatpants down and off my legs, he slid his hand under me and gripped me tightly between the thighs. I moaned slightly as he began rubbing up and down. I came in his hand, I blushed as he held me up against the wall and licked his fingers, smirking. He pulled me off from the wall and we fell back on the bed, Ashton on top of me. He slid his hands under my shirt and gripped my breasts. I tried to focus enough to unbuckle his jeans. I fumbled with the zipper and groaned in frustration. He laughed and pulled away and undid the jeans himself and threw them on the floor before climbing back on top of me in his black boxers.

"Let's get that shirt off of you, it's really starting to bother me." He grinned as he tore the shirt off of my body. I grinned as I leaned my head down and pulled down his boxers with my teeth. He moaned slightly and kissed me once they were off. His hands trailed down the side of my body and stopped at my hips. He squeezed my waist affectionately, I wrapped his hair in my fist and tugged at it slightly as I bit his lip. He grabbed a condom from the drawer and slid it on. I shook my head, nervously.

"It's going to be okay." He said softly as he locked eyes with me.  

He pushed inside of me and I screamed. This hurts so much, why the fuck did I decide to do this?! He went in and out then started increasing the speed. All you could hear was the headboard knocking against the wall, the door shaking, and our skin clapping together. I moaned louder as he went faster, faster than I had ever imagined, if it was possible. The pain soon became pleasure to me.

"A-Ashton." I moaned digging my fingers into his back.

I felt him release inside the condom and I came soon after. He pulled out and tossed the condom in the trash and he rolled next to me, breathing heavily.

"Wow." I gasped.

"I love you Lexi." He breathed as he covered me with the sheets and I fell asleep in his arms.  


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