"Ashton." I breathed and sighed in relief and then let go of his arm and rolled onto my side. I had just remembered we were broken up. Tears streaked my face.
"Lexi. Thank God you're okay. You can't ever do this again. You almost died today and I don't want to have to live without you." He said softly as tears ran down his cheeks and he held my hand.
I turned around to face him.
"You ended this. I almost died today because of you! You know the hell I've been going through and you knew I was already in a bad place. So don't you dare come in here acting all innocent and 'oh Lexi thank god you're okay' because you don't care! You don't care Ashton." I yelled. I wrenched my hand away and my breathing became heavy and I started sobbing.
"I know and I'm sorry. I know this is my fault, but a don't want to live a life without you in it. You mean the world to me. I'm in love with you Alexandra Caroline Stevens." He said as he placed both hands on my face as he searched my eyes and kissed my forehead.
My breathing slowed and I placed my hands on top of his.
"I'm in love with you too Ashton Fletcher Irwin." I breathed. I was searching his eyes when the rest of the guys came into my room. I dropped his hands.
"Hey Ash. I know this is really bad timing but our agent just called and we have to catch that plane to New York tonight they moved up the show." Michael said glancing at me. I looked over the guys and noticed Luke was staring at me, it was probably nothing though. I saw Calum holding a ton of flowers, teddy bears, and balloons and it made me laugh. I looked over at Ashton.
"Go on tour. I'll still be here when you come back." I smiled.
"Lexi, I'm not coming back after the US tour we have to head to Europe and Australia and Asia. We won't be back for 4 years at least. And I don't want to leave you." He said holding my hand.
"I don't want you to miss out on your tour because of me." I breathed squeezing his hand.
"Then come with us. Come on tour with us."
"Yeah Lexi! Come on tour with us, it'll be loads of fun!" Luke said flashing me a smile.
"Yeah. Come with us." Calum and Mikey nodded in agreement.
I turned back around to face Ashton.
"Okay. Looks like I'm going to New York. Go sign my discharge papers while I get changed." I smiled at Ashton and shooed the guys out of the room.
They came back in and got me and then Ashton helped me pack for the 4 months on the US tour and then we'd come back before we left for Europe.
We finally got to the airport after what seemed like forever due to the rush hour traffic and I was in awe of how gorgeous the plane was. Mikey ran towards the plane with Calum.
"NEW YORK HERE WE COME!" They shouted and bounded up into the plane.
Ashton turned and smiled at me. He took my hand.
"New York here we come." He said as he kissed me.