2. Chapter 2
It's been 2 months since she left and I am nowhere near ok. I haven't gone outside I haven't talked to anyone except Calum, Michael and Ashton but they came over to check on me. Ever since she left I've felt empty, alone, depressed, and bored. My sunshine walked out of my life. The one I loved the most gone I'm not going to see her any time soon. I love her. I'm a mess. I'm broken. I don't care I just want her back.
It's been 2 months. I can't even pick up the phone to talk to him. I started school and I hate it because my favorite blonde isn't here. In Australia they start school in a couple weeks. I would love to ask Luke how he's been but I'm afraid of the answer. I'll admit I feel empty. Like a big part of me was torn out. I feel alone. I don't even bother making friends. What's the point? All I want is Luke. I hope he is ok I sure as hell know I'm not.
~ 4 months later~
I have made 2 friends but none of them are Luke. I'm still a mess. Brianna and Bridget come to check on me. I feel bad all I do is talk about him. Luke. God why did it have to be this way.i want to text him but I'm to broken. I still feel empty. Brianna and Bridget try to get me to talk to more people and make more friends but I don't want any more friends I just want Luke.
Everything reminds me of her. I miss her so much. I have had school and everyone asks me why I act so different and what happened to Ashley but I never answer I just keep walking. I still have the photos on my phone of her. Why can't things be the way they used to be? I hope she is happy. I miss my other half. I'm nowhere near fine or ok. I need her. I want her. Please come back Ashley. I love you too much for you to leave.
Hey guys! I hope you like the story. I know it may seem depressing but it will get happier eventually. I love you all! Oh and I'll be doing a lot of time skips because Ashley will be gone for about 2 years so I'm trying to pass the time. I hope you like it. Please comment and thank you for reading!