The Guy

Have you heard of the sick twisted thing that is Bullying? Well, Ashton and his gang are no exception.Bullying a teenager that has a hard life as it is.but,is Ashton really a mean person or is he just scared to love someone?has no one ever taught him what love is?Will he find out what love is because of his victim? If interested keep reading.🤘🏻🤘🏻🤘🏻 Reader discretion is advised. There is self harm and starvation to self and suicidal thoughts in this book.if you are sensitive don't read. There was a fair warning. Now Enjoy🤘🏻🤘🏻🤘🏻

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20. Chapter 19: What are you doing?

Jenna's (P.O.V)

I woke up to Ashton pulling me closer to his body. I took my phone from my back pocket to check the time. It was 1:34 a.m. The brightness from my phone made Ashton slightly squint his eyes. I shut it off and quickly placed my face into the crook of his neck. He pulled me closer to him if that's even possible. I smiled at how cuddly he is. I love cuddling.

A: "I love you so much." He whispered softly. His voice was like a lullaby to my ears. His voice was raspy from sleepiness. It was so beautiful.

J: "I love you too. Thought you were asleep?"

A: "Your phone's light kinda woke me up." I sent him an apologetic smile.

J: "Sorry."

A: "It's alright."

He embraced me again in his arms,body, and warmth. I feel so loved and I just want to stay in his arms forever.

J: "Guess what?"

A: "What?"

J: "You...Are...Very...Comfortable." I said giggling slightly.

A: "Haha, Thanks."

J: "You know something? That giggle of yours kills me."

A: "Why?" He asked curiously.

J: "Because it's just beautiful. I don't know how to explain it. It just makes me want to smile all day."

A: "I love when you smile. It's very pretty. It makes want to faint at the sight."

I smiled at him.

A: "oh OMG OH...You made my HEART EXPLODE!" He whisper yelled.

I giggled a bit before laying my head on his chest. He massaged my scalp soothingly it felt so good.

J: "You should be a massager." He laugh a bit before continuing. Before I knew it I fell asleep.

... Time skip

Calum's (P.O.V)

I'm making breakfast for me and the boys and Jenna. I hope she likes pancakes. If she likes waffles more than pancakes we can't be friends haha, I'm kidding. When I got to know her yesterday I saw that she's a really nice girl. I regret ever bullying her though. Ashton was right she is genuine once you get to meet her no matter how mean you were or are to her.

M: "Did you make me breakfast mate."

C: "yes I made pancakes."

M: "Yes you make them so good."

C: "thanks."

L: "Yay! Cal made pancakes."

A: "He did omg yes!!! You're the best at making pancakes."

C: "okay thanks."

Everybody took their plate except Jenna.

C: "Here Jenna I made you one."

J: "oh uhh thanks." She looked a bit weird at the pancake.

C: "You're welcome."

Jenna's (P.O.V)

Omg omg omg! I don't want to eat but,I didn't want to make Calum feel bad. I looked at Ashton. He looked at me and worded the word "Please." I really hate food. I ate it all but slowly. I felt like I was getting fatter by the second. I needed to puke this food somehow.

M: "Mates lets go get some groceries." Everyone said yes. Except me.

J: can I stay I'm having a it of a headache." I feel so bad cause I'm lying. I just need to puke this food out like now.

M: "okay. Let's go guys."

I left upstairs as soon as they left. I needed to I can't. I knelt down in front of the toilet sticking my fingers in my mouth. As I was putting my fingers in my mouth someone was coming up the stairs. When I was about to get up it was to late Ashton and Calum saw me. Ashton had a sad expression on his face and Calum held a shocked expression. I fell to the ground breaking down.

A: "Jenna look at me." Ashton said lifting me onto his lap.

A: "Why didn't you tell me about this. Good thing I came up here before you could puke. You told me about everything else why not this?" He said lifting my chin making me look into his greenish hazel eyes.

A&C: "What are you doing?"

J: "I'm sorry."

A: "it's okay."

C: "Why do you do it?"

A: "She doesn't even eat... Because... We called her a fat pig so she ate them so you wouldn't feel bad and she was trying to puke them out."

I started sobbing into Ashton's chest. It's true... I can't even eat. Calum sat on the floor next to Ashton who was holding me.

C: " Jenna look at me."

I looked at him sadly.

C: "I'm sorry I ever hurt you. I do sincerely regret it. You are a genuine girl just like Ashton said. I'm sorry we called you bad names. You should eat though. You can die from not eating."

J: "But I can't."

C: "Do it for yourself."

J: "I just can't though."

C: "Then do it for Ashton."

I looked up at Ashton. Who looked down at me.

J: "Okay I will but you need to give me time to adjust."

C: "yes!! Jenna is gonna eat."

A: "Thank you. I really care about you I don't want to loose you. Especially since I gonna marry you. Haha."

J: "Stop it."

C: "Jashton I ship it."

C: " is there something else you do that is our fault?" Cal asked a bit sad.

Ashton looked at me like as if asking if he should tell him. I nodded at him I didn't want to keep anymore secrets from the boys.

A: "Actually yes...Uhm... How do I tell you this. Jenna... She Self harms." Ashton said his eyes watering a bit.

I looked at Ashton. He smiled sadly at me. I hugged him tightly.

Calum had tears falling from his eye.

C: "please forgive me...I... I didn't think you'd ever do that. I'm so sorry. I feel terrible. Please don't do that to yourself."

J: " it's okay Cal. I'm fine Ashton has been helping me out. I'll be okay." I said wiping the tears on his check with my thumb.we hugged for a bit. When I looked at Ashy. His jaw was clenched. And his hands were balled up into fists. They were clenched so hard his knuckles were turning white.

J: "Ashy, what's wrong?"

A: "Nothing I'm fine." I know he's lying to me. I hugged Ashton one more time before getting up. He got up.

J: "bye love you." I whispered in his ears.

A: "yeah uhm me too." What's wrong with him. He always says I love you too. It kinda hurt me.

... Time skip

Ever since I hugged Cal,Ashton has been acting weird. He won't even look at me. When I was walking up stairs,Ashton was coming out the bathroom. I took his arm and pulled him into the room we shared.

A: "What are you doing?"

J: "What's wrong with you ever since earlier you have been acting strange. You haven't even looked at me."

A: "What... Now I have to look at you all the time."

My heart kind of broke at his words. Ashton hasn't talk to me liked that since he apologized.

J: "I didn't mean it like that."

A: "Than what did you mean?" My eyes started to water. What's wrong with Ashton...My Ashy."

J: "That you never act this way with me... If you don't like me just tell me." I said crying.

A: "I don't like you... I love you."

J: "I love you too but why are you acting like this?"

A: "Because you hugged Calum and I got jealous."

J: "It was a friendly hug. You know that I love you."

A: "yeah but seeing you hug another guys hurts me cause you're mine."

J: "it hurt me to see you ignore me all day." I whispered slightly.

A: " I'm sorry I let my jealousy get in the way."

J: "it's okay."

He then kissed me passionately. I melted in his embrace.

A: "I love you."

J: "I love you too." I said before we walked downstairs to meet the with the boys.

Now I need to tell Luke everything now.

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