After Jenna calmed down,she stood up. I got a bit upset. I already missed the warmth of her body up against mine. The absence made me miss her already.
J: "Thanks Ashton."
A: "There's no need to thank me."
J: "Yes I do because you didn't have to do that for me. You didn't have to comfort me."
A: "I didn't need to,but I wanted to."
J: "Just like I don't need to say thanks according to you,but I wanted to."
A: "You got me there." I said as she giggled.
M: "Jenna..Ashton,would you guys like to stay for a sleepover with the boys and me?"
A: "Yes sure."
J: "I don't have pajamas with me."
A: "It's okay you can wear one of my shirts."
J: "Okay." She said smiling as her cheeks started blushing.
A: "Awe you're blushing!"
J: "Shh I am not." She said whispering as her cheeks got redder.
A: "Yes you are."
J: "Okay fine I am blushing!"
M&L&C: "Awe Jashton I ship it!"
We both started blushing ridiculously.
C: "Now your both blushing."
A&J: "I am not!"
L: "Whatever Jashton!"
Omg I swear Jashton is going to be the death of me well only if you can die from blushing that is.
We go into Mikey's house. His parents also go to business trips. All of our parents do. It fricking crazy.
M: "There are four rooms so one of you's are going to have to share."
A: "I'll share with Jenna."
L: "Yes perfect. I better not wake up to moaning cause I will kill you...BOTH!"
I looked to see Jenna blushing and eyes wide.
J: "I'm not going to have sex for a very long time."
C: "Wait you're still a Virgin?"
J: "Yes." She said. You could see the embarrassment in her face.
A: "I want to marry a girl who's a Virgen cause that means she's going to have experience with me...No One Else!"
J: "I promised my mom I would stay a Virgin until Marriage."
J: "Why is that great."
A: "Because I'm going to marry you someday."
Jenna started blushing again but she looked way redder than before.
L: "Well I learn something."
A: "That Jashton is real af!"
Jenna I giggled as we blush and looked at eachother.
L: "Yo lets play truth or dare!"
M: "Come on."
C: "stop being a party pooper."
We all sat on a circle. Jenna and I sat next to eachother.
C: Luke truth or dare?"
C: "Dare you to hug Jenna."
Jenna shrugged and Luke pulled her in for a hug. I'm not gonna lie I got a bit jelly but it's just a game.
L: "Okay Jenna Truth or dare?"
L: "alright noob. I'm kidding. Would you kiss Mikey?" My jaw clenched that my gums were starting to hurt.
J: "No." Thank god she said no I would be devastated.
J: "I got my eyes set on someone else."
L: "And who's that guy?" He said nudging my shoulder.
J: "Uhm...its..umm. Ashy." She said nervously and blushing.
I smiled widely I couldn't help it. My Love just told me that she has eyes set on me. I swear my heart exploded.
A: "See told you she's mine. Nobody can have her. I'm going to Marry her."
She smiled widely at me.
A: "ohh my heart just exploded."
M: "Ashton truth or dare?"
A: "Dare obviously."
M: "Kiss Jenna!"
Both Luke and. Calum screamed "YES!"
I grabbed Her face in mine and rubbed the skin on her cheek with my thumb.
And I did it I kissed her. I swear no matter how many times I kiss her I'm never going to get used to it.
We kissed forever. I was interrupted by Michael.
M: "*Cough cough*"
Jenna pulled away giggling.
J: "Sorry." Jenna whispered.
L: "it's okay." Luke said laughing.
M: "I'm going to buy Pizza. You guys want to come with me?"
Luke and Calum left with him and me and Jenna stood.
A: "Want to go to the room that we share?"
I got up but Jenna stood on the floor.
A: "Jenna,are you okay?"
J: "My foot fell asleep."
I took her in my arms and brought her the room we will be sharing.
J: "How can you carry me? I'm so fat."
A: "Are you serious you're so skinny."
A: "do think that because I used to call you fat pig?" I said looking to the floor feeling so upset at myself.
J: "Yeah but that's in the past. Look at me ashy. It's okay I forgave. I hate when you get mad at yourself. Don't be. What if I marry you, you still going to have this mad face?"
A: "I'm going to marry you."
J: "Yeah right you're going to forget about me...Eventually. Everyone I love always does."
A: "I will never forget about you."
A: "Yes really. You mean a lot me. More than you will ever know."
J: "Thanks for caring about me."
A: "thanks for loving me." She smiles at me sweetly.
A: "Remember when you said that you hate yourself in ways you wouldn't understand, what do you hate about yourself?"
J: "Well I hate that my hair is terrible. I can't eat cause than I'll be fat and I hate that I can't keep a single friend. I hate that I can't live without getting to attached. (etc.)"
She said as tears well up in her eyes. The one that stood out the most to me was "I can't eat cause than I'll be fat.." Did she starve herself. Now that I think about it I've never seen her eat.
A: "Jenna you don't eat?"
J: "I'm fat."
A: "but you aren't."
J: "That's what you told me." She said burring her face into my chest. I wrapped my arm around her tightly.
A: "I'm sorry I didn't mean that I was a stupid jerk."
A: "you're going to eat the pizza Michael is bringing."
J: "No please don't make me do it."
A: "Yes I want you to be healthy cause when I marry you I need to have as long as I can. If you don't eat you're going to leave in me to quick. I want natural death to do us apart not non eating disorder to do is apart." I said smiling at her.
J: "You're going to keep on talking about marrying me aren't you?@
A: "Yes cause I will."
J: "I'll be waiting." She said with a smile.