Today is finally Saturday. Which means that there are rehearsals. I love playing the drums it feels like I'm in my own world. I wonder if Jenna would like to come with me.
I scrolled through my contacts finding "My love". Don't judge me she is my love I just can't call her that yet. I called her.
J: "Hey Ashton."
A: "uhm... Jenna I was wondering if you could come with me to rehearsals with the boys?"
J: "With the boys?" She asked worried.
A: "Please I won't let them put a hand on you, And Michael is also there too."
A: "Yes, I'll pick you up in 30 minutes."
J: "Okay see ya."
A: "see ya beaut- I mean Jenna."
J: "bye." She said giggling and hanging up.
I'm so excited. I'm planning to sing this song that I have been writing about Jenna. I've written part of the verse and chorus so the song is still in process.
I took a shower and washed my hair. Then I put on my Nirvana muscle tee and ripped skinny jeans. After my hair dried I put on my signature bandana.
... Skip car ride
I got to the front of her house. For some reason I felt nervous. I breath in and walked up to the front door and I knocked on the door.
Jenna opened the door and she looked so beautiful. She had this pretty skirt that was right above her knees with knee high socks that matched her skirt and a long-sleeve shirt tucked into the skirt. She looked gorgeous. I hugged her and gave her a kiss on the cheek. She blushes slightly. She so adorable.
J: "Hey Ashton lets go I don't want you to be late to rehearsals."
A: "yes let's go."
I just kept on getting distracted at how innocent she looked in her outfit.
As I was driving the song American Idiot by green day came on. She got so excited. She actually started singing.she sang so beautiful.
J: "Welcome to a new kind of tension all across the alienation where everything isn't meant to be okay."
When the song ended.
A: "You sing really good."
J: "No I don't." She said a blush showing on her cheeks.
A: "Yes you do but whatever."
We finally showed up at Michael house.
We walked in and Luke and Calum looked at me confused.
M: "Hey Jenna."
J: "Hey Mikey."
L: "Why is she here?" Luke asked annoyed.
A: "I invited her is there a problem?"
L: "I thought you hated her."
A: "No I hurt her cause you made me. Jenna and I are friends."
C: "What you have to be kidding me.with her?"
A: "if you guys gave her a chance she is really nice. No matter how mean you are to her."
A: "Anyways,Mikey I have a new song I'm coming up with."
L: "Let me see mate."
M: "just let him sing it."
A: "sure. Luke go on the guitar to see if you can come up with the beat and you too Calum with bass."
"Alright. Sassysue!" they both said
Jenna started giggling.
A: "What's so funny?" I said smiling at her.
J: "Because they called you Sassysue." She whispered.
A: "Am I a Sassysue?"
J: "A little." She said giggling again.
A: "Oh really!" I said as I chase her around the garage.
J: "No please." She said laughing.
I caught up to her and and placed her on the floor of the garage tickling her.
M: "Awe Jashton I ship it."
A: "Are you serious Michael?" I said blushing.
J: "Awe you're blushing!"
A: "No I'm not!" I said my cheeks becoming redder by the second.
J: "Yes you are."
A: "Be quiet." I said tickling her again.
J: "No please don't tickle me. Okay your weren't blushing please stop."
L: "I love to kill the mood but, yeah uhm Jashton we kinda have to hear your song."
A: "oh come on you to with the Jashton." I said. Luke looked at me grinning cheekily.
I started singing.
A: "when we both fall asleep,underneath the same sky to the beats of our heart at the same time. so close but so far away. (Can you hear me?)" I looked straight at Jenna the whole time I sang.
A: "She sleeps alone.My heart wants to come home.I wish I was,I wish I was. Beside you. She lies awake,I'm trying to find the words to say. I wish I was,I wish I was. Beside you."
A: "That all I've got for now."
M: "Ashton can I talk to you real quick?"
M: "I know that song is for Jenna."
A: "yes it is why?"
M: "You made it so obvious. You looked straight at her for the whole song."
A: "I know I did for her to see that the song is for her."
Luke comes up.
L: "okay I was playing around with the whole Jashton but the songs is for her."
A: "yeah it is."
L: "omg you are in love with her."
Calum then comes up.
C: "the songs for her isn't it?"
"Yes!" We all screamed at the same time.
J:"Yes what?" Jenna came up and asked confused.
A: "uhm uh, nothing."
J: "okay." She said smiling.
L: "Well I'm going to try and get some chords for the song."
A: " Okay thanks Luke."
I saw Jenna sit down on the couch that is in the garage.
I was talking to Michael when a small whine coming from behind me.
A: "Jenna what's wrong?"
J: "My leg cramped up is all." She said. Her words came out a bit strained from the pain.
I sat next to her and brought her leg to my lap.
I need to put down your sock to massage the muscle.
J: "No. Don't pull down the sock."
A: "why not?"
J: "nothing just don't." She whispered.
A: "Omg." I said. I brought the sock down anyways and saw a bunch of gashes everywhere.
J: "I'm sorry." She said a tear falling from her eyes.
A: "don't be sorry this is my fault if I didn't bully this wouldn't have happened."
I placed her on my lap and hugged her tightly. She had her face in the crook of my neck. I could feel the tears falling onto my skin.
A: "Don't cry." I whispered.
J: "I'm so stupid. Nobody likes a girl with scars.
I put my mouth up to her ear and I started whispering things into her ear to calm her down.
A: "Everything will be okay. Don't worry. You're beautiful with or without scars."
She went deeper into my chest holding on to my shirt tightly.
A: "you're beautiful and you're amazing. I love you. I'm always here for you. You know that song I sang?"
J: "Yes." She whispered.sniffles being heard as she talked.
A: "Well I'm writing that song for you."
J: "so you wish you could be beside me all the time?" She whispered.
A: "yes all the time. I want to hold you like I'm holding you now all through the night."
J: "I love you Ashton."
A: "I love you too my Love."
"What's wrong with Jenna?"Luke and Calum asked. I was surprised Luke and Calum called Jenna by her name.
A: "Don't worry about it." I said . I felt Jenna hold onto me even tighter than before.
I brought my lips to her ear.
A: "Don't worry they aren't going to hurt. They are actually worried about you is all.
I love the feeling of her cuddling into me. I love her. I can't wait to make her mine.
A: "If you ever feel like harming yourself call me I'll go to your house and hold you so you won't do it okay?"
A: "Thank you for forgiving me." I whispered in her ear.
J: "Even though you used to hurt me you are the best thing that's happened to me." She whispered into the crook of my neck.
I held on to her tighter to show her that I appreciate her.