That horrid night. I would do anything to make sure it never happened again. It hurts just to think about it. I remember the excitement i had when I was going to surprise Justin while he was on tour. However I also vividly remember losing that expression as soon as I walk into his room with him and Selena both naked, a positive pregnancy test in their hands. I tried to hold myself together that day. However I also got into a car accident later that day. Nothing Major.
The door bell rang. I started to walk towards it with tears building up in my eyes as i remember what me and Justin had. Guess who was at the door. Justin. Stupid as i am, I opened it.
"Hey." He looks at the floor-even more upset that I was. I couldn't bother argue so I invited him in. We both sat on the sofa. " Im sorry." He starts," And yes I know it doesn't make up for anything I've put you through but it hurts me even more that you can't even look me in the eye. I deserve it, but i really just wish you would see what I'm going through."
I try to look him in the eye for the first time since the break up, I release a tear. "You're going to be a dad Justin." I lower my voice," Though not the father of my kids, you are going to be a dad. Have fun." I look away trying to control my tears. I stand up. "You should be with Selena right now"
"I... I don't want her to be the mother of my children. I want you-"
"DIDN'T YOU THINK ABOUT THAT WHEN YOU WERE INSIDE OF HER?" I shout. "Sorry." I look away ashamed of my tone.
"It's okay. I didn't come to make you cry. Im sorry (Y/N) I will never stop loving you and caring about you. You were who I was. Without you on tour, I was lost. I needed guidance. Selena was and will always be just a girl to me. But you are my everything. You give me purpose." He puts his head in his hands for a while before walking out.