4. I hate you?
I was sitting on my bed, my door locked as I was crying. I was pathetic and I looked like shit. My hair was in a messy bun and I have been crying my eyes out all night, not even getting much sleep. I felt foolish. The boys had stopped by to see if I got home safe and I told them what happen as they all stormed out of my house and probably to calums. I heard a knock on my bedroom door as I ignored it, "open up" I heard Mikeys voice say. I slowly got up and opened my door to let him in as he pulled me into a very tight hug. "It's alright, he's not worth your tears Nikki" he mumbled and rubbed my back softly. I didn't say anything as I let the tears slowly fall down my cheeks, my arms wrapped around Mikey as I barely even had a grip. I hated Calum, I hated him for making me feel this way and then doing this. I don't care that he was drunk, he should have had some common sense.
I was at my locker grabbing my books for my class, my hair in a bun as I was wearing leggings and a crop top with a flannel around my waist with my high top white converse. I had my headphones in listening to some Blink-182 pretty loud in my ears as I shut my locker only to be met with a pair of brown eyes as they had dark circles under them. He didn't look the same happy Calum you would normally see. "I've given you 2 days to hate me and for it to all sink in, I know what I did was so stupid, but it's not like we are together for you to even be so upset Nikki" he mumbled the last part a bit. My eyes went a bit wide, "Get the fuck out of my face with the choice of words you said. You know how I feel about you, you were just too much of a pussy to even ask me out!" I snapped at him, my fist clenched as I was holding back tears. "And to fucking think, to think maybe you even liked me back from the way you acted" I said and shoot my head. "I hate you Calum Hood" I said and walked away from him, holding my tears in as I walked to class, sitting in the back with my headphones in as Calum walked in and sat infront of me. I rolled my eyes and went on my phone taking a deep breath. "Nikki.." I heard him say as my music wasn't too loud. I ignored him and continue to be on my phone, I heard him groan softly as he reached down and took my phone away from me, taking my headphones out. "Don't say you hate me, you know damn well you don't" he said and put my phone on his desk. "You can't tell me how I feel, you wouldn't know" I snap at him. "Can you give me my phone back please" I held my hand out as he shook his head. "Let me talk first" he said. I gave him an annoyed look as he continues to talk.
"It's not that I'm a pussy to ask you out, it's just I thought you were too good for me. Look at you Nikki, you're beautiful, you're everything a guy would want and they would be lucky to have you, what I said was stupid as well. My actions led you to think that I want to be with you, and I do. Nikki please.. Please give me the time of day again and please don't hate me. I could only imagine what I would have done if it was you who kissed someone, God I would be so pissed.. I want you all to myself" he was looking me in the eye the whole time as I listened to every word drip from his perfect pink lips. I looked at him before I put my lips onto his without properly thinking as I kissed him. He kissed back immediately, his hand going to my cheek. "Baby be mine" he mumbled lightly against my lips, I nodded slightly as I felt him smile. I felt butterflies in my stomach as he pressed his lips onto mine again. 'Baby be mine'