I'm sitting in Biology class, waiting for Edward to arrive. My brown hair is pulled back in a ponytail and I've been debating whether to take it out or not. Mikes been pulling on it all day, and I'm about ready to donkey punch him. I wonder what I'll do today. Maybe I'll go to La Push and me and Jacob can hang for a bit. I would love to watch the sunset with him again tonight. I'm really glad Edwards back too, although I'm not sure what to think about all this. I mean he left me!! But he does love me. I know that. Jacob loves me too though. I was so deep in thought I didn't even realize that Edward had sat down next to me and class had started.
"Hello," he pleasantly whispers to me. I jump at the sound of someone so close and I didn't even realize it.
"Oh hey," I half whisper back.
"What are you doing today?" He asks.
"Erm.....uh I dunno yet." I keep my eyes on the teacher. "Maybe going to Jacobs..."I add without thinking. I hear him take a deep breath and I realize what I just said.
"Bella, you know I'm so sorry. When I told you that I didn't love you, that was the most blackest kind of blasphemy. I love you Bella, and I'm so so sorry that I made you believe otherwise." He whispers leaning so close I feel his breath on my neck. "My love, I am forever in your debt for forcing myself out of your life. I thought that was best, but the whole time we were apart. I was thinking about you, and I was missing you."
I feel a warmth spread through my body that I haven't felt in a while. The warmth of being loved by a vampire. It's a chilly warmth, not all hot like Jacobs love, it's like a hot day with a cool breeze blowing all the time. I try to hide my smile but I smile anyway. He chuckles as I start to blush through my smile and then I blush deeper as he chuckles. Why am I forever blushing around everyone? And then I blush more at how embarrassed I am for blushing in the first place. I think to myself. The bell rings and class is dismissed. I get up and realize that all my books aren't even where they should be. I look over at Edward and find all my books in his arms and that he's walking out the door with them. I follow him, half wanting to know where he's going, and half wanting to jus get my books and leave.
"Where are you going, Edward?" I voice.
"To the woods." He answers smirking.
"Why? Can I have my books back?" I reply.
"Not yet." He says smiling before he darts around the corner and out of sight. Ugh why on earth?? Why can't I jus let him have my books and go into the woods by himself. I don't want to go into the woods. Not that much. Maybe a little bit. I have Edward back now. Oh Bella what are you gonna do now? I think as I reluctantly follow him.