I ran back to my room with tears in my eyes and a moment later Liam walked in "this is a stupid question but how are you?" Liam asked
"I'm terrible. How are you?" I asked
"Oh my poor light." Liam said "how long will it take for you to be my shining light again?" He asked
"I don't know. Forever." I said
"You have to deal with the rain to get the rainbow" he smiled at himself because he quoted that from my favorite movie The Fault In Our Stars.
I smiled back it was one of my fake smiles it look everything in me to do but I wanted him to feel like he was helping me I mean he was already by him holding me and I wanted him to know he made me smile.
~5 months later~
Every thing was now different in my life. Liam was practically living in my room the only time he went home was to get clothes. I knew he would rather be somewhere else but it felt good when he held me. Of course when he was recording for the tour and practicing he wasn't here and I missed him terribly. Harry and I haven't spoken to each other and I haven't seen him. I try my hardest to avoid Niall and Harry when ever there over and so far it's working. I have gotten close to Luis and Zayn too and they make me laugh and for just one second I forget all about my horrible life and I started cutting again. My favorite songs have changed like Say something, human and I hate you I love you are my new favorite songs they used to be she looks so perfect, 18 and cooler then me.
I woke up next to Liam like I had been doing for the past 5 months. I remember a time when Rain knocked on my door.
It was 8:30 when I woke up next to Liam it was hot last night so he slept in his underwear only. I wore a sports bra and matching underwear when I heard a knock on my door. I put on a shirt and asked who it was. "Um it's Rain." She said
"Oh what do you want?" I asked
"Ugh just let me in Skyler that's your name right?"
"Yeah it is" as I opened the door I saw she was wearing Niall's boxers and his shirt.
"Oh" she said looking up and down my body "did you and Liam..?" She asked
"That is no of your business!" I yelled
"Listen I need to use your bathroom." She said
"Why? No you can't use Niall's." I said
"He's in the bathroom duh. God did that guy beat you senseless? Jake was it?" She said
"Who told you!" I yelled
"Duh Niall? I guess he did beat you senseless." She said "so can I use your bathroom?" She asked
"NO!" I yelled
"Is their something wrong?" A string Irish voice asked. I knew the voice it was the voice I had been avoiding for 5 months. It was Niall's voice.
"Um yeah she won't let me use her bathroom." Rain whined
"Sky come on be nice." Niall said
"DONT EVER CALL ME THAT AGAIN!" I yelled I'm pretty sure I woke up Liam
"What's going on?" Liam asked me as he got out of bed. He forgot about his almost naked body and got up until I hinted to him that he was half naked. "Oh um" Liam said
"Wait did you two do it?" Niall asked
"That is none of your business Niall butt out." I said
Niall looked at Liam full of hatred and jealousy "Liam a word." Niall said
"Uh yeah sure." He said
"Did you two do it?" Niall asked me
"Why do you care you have a girlfriend?" I said
"Yeah well I just wanted to know. Are you?"
"No we aren't Niall but forget about her you'll only hurt her more and you have a girlfriend already." I said
"Yeah yeah of course what was I thinking. Um I'm going to the bathroom. Thanks mate." Niall said and walked away
~End of flash back~