28. A feeling
My head was hurting to much to sleep so I just laid their thinking about Niall. Why didn't he want me anymore? Then more pain rushed to the pack of my head and I screeched in pain. It was different thought it all ended as fast as it happened and I was in a different world.
He parked In front of his "flat" as he calls it (weird) when we walked in it was huge and the kitchen was amazing!
"Wow" was all I could say
He laughed and when he laughter it was a mocking laugh it was a beautiful laugh and then he said "I'll show you to your room."
"What- what do you mean?" I asked really confused
"Wait did you think I would let you stay with your terrible boyfriend?" He asked
"Well yeah" I confessed
"Wow your- wow" he said "come on" he walked in front of me as we walked up stairs I gasped in pain from walking up the stairs and he turned around.
"I'm fine" I said
"Your obviously not" and he came down, picked me up and started walking up the stairs again. He started staring at me again and I felt like he was judging me.
"What?" I asked
He snapped out of it and said "oh sorry it's just that your beautiful. Wow I did not mean to say that like that." He started laughing and acted as if nothing happened.
I remembered that moment but not the felling behind it, it was a weird feeling when he said he couldn't let me stay with my terrible boyfriend I felt save and warm. When he called me beautiful I was shocked with that he just said it and I had never been told I was beautiful like ever. When he picked me up I flinched at the touch of his soft smooth hand brushing against my skin for a second. The way he cared about me made me feel I don't know how to describe it I felt welcomed, wanted and important everything I was told I wasn't. He made me fell special in a madder of seconds. I liked the new feeling. Maybe this is how I was before. Broken and I didn't madder. Until him.
This was a new feeling. A weird feeling. This was a feeling.