3. Awkward Much?
The next day at school when I walk into Biology, Nick is sitting there waiting for me. I really shouldn't have kissed him. I shouldn't have given him the idea that I like him. But I do. And I wanted to kiss him. It was so nice. Oh but I shouldn't have. I think as I reluctantly go sit in my seat next to him.
"Hey," he says as I sit. "What are you doing after school?"
"Umm I dunno. Going home. Sleeping. Doing homework. Why?" I ask warily, getting my desk and things situated.
"Wanna hang out? Can I come over?" He says, positioning his chair in my direction, all excited about his fun new idea. I stifle my gasp at such a thought. Him? Coming over? To my house? NO! He can't know I don't have any parents. He also can't know that I don't even have a house. I live under a fricken bridge!! I don't sleep anyway. I can't. I also don't eat human food. I mean I can but again that costs money an I don't have any. I'm also not getting a job. I don't need to. Oh but him coming over?!! Someone shoot me. I am broken out of my thoughts by Mrs.Wesley coming in and beginning class. I avoid looking at Nick the whole hour. But I can't focus on what the teacher is saying either. I'm lost in my thoughts. My dark thoughts.