When I get home, I notice 2 things right away. First, my door is unlocked. I live alone. I have no parents. I always lock my door. Second, the tv is on and someone is in my house. I walk inside the door cautiously, being careful not to make a sound. I hear someone sneeze and I jump. I knock over the table in the hallway I'm in, an totally start to freak out. I hear the person get up from my black leather couch. I hear them walk across my pristine gray carpet and into the wooden halls of my home. I look up from the damage I just did and see their shadow on my dark red walls. I'm gonna die. I think to myself as they turn the corner and see me. My gasp is louder than my thoughts. Chance?!!?! He jus chuckles at my expression and how I'm sitting on the floor amidst a fallen table.
"A fallen table next to a fallen angel." He chuckles again and reaches his hand out towards me. I grab at he pulls me up into his embrace. He holds me close and I don't do anything. I jus kinda stand there in shock. He knows?? My mind races with the millions of questions I have.
"You.....you know." I barely am able whisper. I jus want to bury my face into his chest and cry. Crying would do no good. Someone knows about you. And he looks so familiar. He acts like he knows you. He's in your house!! Why does his arms around you feel so familiar? So right? I need to stop this. I think as I take his arms off from around me.
"Weren't you enjoying that?" He asks me as he grabs both of my wrists with one of his hands.
"Maybe." I reply, looking down at our hands then up at his face.
"Who are you?" He whispers looking straight at me.
"What do you mean?" I whisper back, my voice slightly faltering. He pulls me closer and hugs me again. His embrace makes me feel safe. Stop thinking like that Jamie! You know u love him but u also know u can't have him. But he knows about you...and he even wants to know more.. I sigh and feel his hands moving through my hair. That feels so nice. Being loved. Being care for. Being with someone. I think to myself. He tucks my hair behind my ear and bends over next to it.
"You tell me about you. And in turn I'll tell you about me. You have secrets, an I have mine. But I feel a connection between us. Your different from jus any dark angel. Who are you really?" He whispers in my ear. He pulls back and lifts my chin up, forcing me to look into his eyes. "I want to know your story. And I want you to know mine. I want you Jamie. I need you. I'm not human either. But I'm not a dark angel like you. But we'll get to my story later. Jamie this is about you. Why am I drawn to you? Why do I have such a strong desire to be with you? To be near you? It's like I know where you are every second of everyday and I want to be there with you." He leans in and kisses me. Softly. Tenderly. Sweetly. And I.....I kiss him back. I can't resist. The urge is too strong. I'm drawn to you too.
I say "don't let me fall",
You say "I'll catch you before you stumble",
I say "I'm falling now please help me",