I was an accident.
I wasn't meant to happen.
My mommy know that.
She talks to me sometimes.
She tells me that she is sorry but she can't afford a baby.
I really wanted to have a life.
I wanted to see the food that I am fed.
I wanted to smell the rain that mommy always complains about.
I wanted to go to this place called school that she talks about.
But today is the day.
She is getting rid of me.
I guess I understand.
But I do wish I could have seen her face.
I do wish I could have grown closer to her.
I do wish she would have actually met me.
I think she would have loved me.
But now I feel the fire through my body.
I can feel my limbs being pulled off and it hurts.
The doctor says I feel no pain, but I do.
I feel everything.
I feel the oxygen being sucked from my lungs.
I feel the chemicals decaying my body.
I feel the pain in my heart as it struggles to beat