25. 'Tryin' to forget you'
How the fuck did I get to the 24th message to you already?
At one point I tried I tried to stop, but I need this just so I can kind of put you to the back of my mind when I need to. Not that this is entirely good for me either, you had me crying earlier and I don't even remember why, probably just sad that I will never speak nor see you again.
Do you just wanna turn up at my door like in the movies? I'm sure my cousin/friends would happily tell you where I lived if you explained to them. I'm joking of course, I just watch too many romcoms, which is weird because I used to hate them but they're just kinda trashy and I love them, at least they have a happy ending. Not that I'm anywhere near the end, this is more like the stage where people get into the problem that makes them fall in love with whoever, but what if there's no one for me to fall in love with, because I'm already in love with you? It sounds stupid. It is. I am.
All I'm saying is that I want you to talk to me again, as long as it's not as cringe as it used to be.
Crying' - Aerosmith