42. 'our paths will cross again'
this is pathetic. I am pathetic. We were pathetic. Am I just in love with the idea of you? What does that mean? Perhaps I will be over you one day. Perhaps I won't. It's stupid really because I am never going to see you ever again. I have known this for over two years. If I could really say goodbye and have my last words, what would I say? What would you say? You've been a great friend, I wish things were different, I wish there was another way, but I wish you the best. I wish you the world of happiness and I hope you can remember me as me not my cringe messages. Thanks for making me laugh and smile and thanks for not really breaking my heart. I'm so bad at goodbyes, but I've been hanging on for way too long and I have to let go. Or I have to live in denial about you. I will always love you. Home Again- Michael Kiwanuka