31. 'I won't let you fade away'
Our messages are slow and the conversations short. But we are talking. That is something I have wished for for ages and yet overtime you message me I'm afraid to even read it let alone reply. I don't want to say something stupid, but there's something about you that makes me unable to stay away. You probably think I'm crazy, talking to you after all this time but then again maybe you think it's nice. I hope we can keep this up, you may only be talking to me about prom but we can talk about everything, I'm desperate to keep talking to you. Thank you. Thank you for even one message to let me know I'm not completely out of mind, to know you're still nice enough to reply to a crazy person. And don't worry, I'm not gonna spill my heart out to you, not unless you ask me to.
Already I can't stop thinking about your words. 'wish I could've watched that', that being the dancing we had to learn to do for prom. Now if you had said 'that would have been interesting to watch' I would think nothing of it, but would you have wished to watch it because of me? because you'd like to see me attempt to dance? Or is it something I should think nothing of? Probably.
I wish we could have gone to prom together. I saw the Facebook photos, you looked great. What did you think of me? I assume you can see that my profile pic is me in all my prom get up. Did you think I looked nice? I suppose I will never know.
Hands of love - Miley Cyrus