13. 'Heavy as the horses, that carry me away'
Do you remember how we both used to like Ben Howard?
I started listening to him because you had listened to him on spotify and then I actually really liked Ben Howard. I still love Ben Howard, but I don't listen to him anymore. I can't because it makes me think of you way too much and I can't handle it. But here I am listening to Every Kingdom and I forgot how relaxing and calming his music is and I love it.
However I am writing this and thinking of you and how we both used to have the same favourite song and how you thought I would like mosher music but then I actually like rock and Ben Howard and you were surprised. I remember all this, and so much more. How could I forget anything that happened between us ever. I wish I could forget you. well I don't actually. I wish we could talk.
Diamonds - Ben Howard