My heart dropped as I listened to Ashton talk to Calum. There were so many thoughts running through my head, and I just wanted to curl up into a ball and cry. Everything I knew was fake. My family, my identity, my whole damn life was a lie.
When I spoke, Ashton' shoulders immediately hunched and he wouldn't look me in the eyes. He had a sad look on his face, and I could tell he felt awful keeping everything a secret from me.
"Lacy I-" he began to speak but I cut him off.
"Don't make excuses Ashton." My voice was cold and unforgiving. "I don't want to hear any of your bullshit excuses and lies. How could you fucking keep this from me!? My whole life, I believed I was part of this family and I believed you were my brother. My entire existence is a fucking lie.." I slowly trailed off, my voice shaking as I broke into tears.
I turned on my heels, quickly exiting the room and running downstairs. After putting my shoes on and grabbing a jacket, I swiftly left the house and began walking down the street. With tears rolling down my cheeks and stinging my eyes, I walked toward Luke's house in hope of finding some comfort there.
About twenty minutes later, I reached Luke's house and lightly knocked on the large wooden door. After a few seconds, the door was opened by his mother and she invited me in, telling me Luke was upstairs before leaving the room. I quickly made my way up the stairs to Luke's room, and gently pushed the door open before walking in.
Luke was in the middle of getting dressed, and I quickly covered my mouth to keep myself from giggling. He turned around, not wearing a shirt and a huge grin formed on his face. He walked over to me and scooped me into a big hug, my feet far from the floor. I giggled loudly, hiding my face in the curve of his neck.
"Hi Lacy," he chuckled, still having a slight morning voice.
"Hey Luke," I lifted my head to look at him, smiling. He gently put me down, sitting on the bed and motioning for me to sit beside him. I sat down, sighing quietly and resting my head on his shoulder.
"Are you okay, Lacy?" His voice was full of concern and I just shrugged.
"I don't wanna talk about it right now. I just need a distraction from all the bullshit." I looked up at him, half smiling.
"Okay," he smirked "what kind of distraction did you have in mind?" I giggled, lightly hitting his shoulder playfully. I moved so I was sitting on his lap, resting my head on his chest and listening to his heartbeat.
His arms wrapped around my waist, his hands resting on my thighs. He slowly trailed kisses along my neck, nipping and sucking lightly. Shivering and biting my lip, I leaned my head to the side.
He began rubbing my thigh and attached his lips to my neck, sucking on the sensitive skin. A breathy moan escaped my lips, and I felt him smirk against my skin. He started moving his hand along my waistband, teasing me as he left hickeys on my neck.
He slowly slipped his fingers under the waistband of my leggings, sliding his hand into my panties. I gasped at the feeling of his cold hand against my skin, making him chuckle. He left his hand there, teasing me by not moving it and kissing my neck.
I groaned, hating being teased. He smirked, slowly rubbing my clít. I moaned, leaning my head back as he started rubbing faster, adding more pressure. Using his other hand, he shifted me off of his lap and slowly pulled off my leggings and panties.
Without warning, he pushed a finger into me, making me moan louder. He started moving it in and out of me slowly, still rubbing my clít with his thumb.
He started going faster, adding another finger inside of me. My back arched and I moaned, biting my lip. Continuing at the same pace, he added more pressure with his thumb, making my toes start to curl.
"Fuck, Luke I'm close." I breathed out, biting my lip. He smirked, curling his fingers inside of me and making me moan louder. My legs started shaking and I rode out my high as Luke gently kissed me.
I smiled at him, staring into his beautiful blue eyes.
"How's that for a distraction, baby?" Luke chuckled, sitting down and pulling me into his lap. He started playing with my hair, making me sigh happily.
"I definitely wasn't expecting it, that's for sure," I giggled, quickly kissing his lips.
"I've wanted to do that for so long, babe." Luke looked down at me, smirking. "And I definitely enjoyed seeing you turn into a horny mess because of me."
My cheeks felt hot, and I could tell I was blushing. I hid my face in the curve of Luke's neck, making him laugh.
"God, you're so adorable when you're being shy Lacy" he lifted my head up, kissing my lips ever so gently, making me smile. After a minute or two, I reluctantly pulled myself away from the kiss, sighing.
Hey guys! I'm so sorry I disappeared for a while, I had a lot of stuff going on because I'm starting my first year of marching band this year. I had camp and rehearsals so I've been super busy. Anyways, I hope you liked the new update and I'm sorry if it sucks, I'm new at writing smut so yeah. Well, I'll try to update again ASAP.