7. Luke's P.O.V
Why did this have to happen to her. Why didn't I say anything earlier when I was thinking of it. This all wouldn't have happened.
I told Calum what I thought and then I was gonna say something about her self harming or that I thought, but then the nurse came out with a sad look on her face.
Oh no. I thought. She died on the table. Dammit. This is all my fault. I hated the fact that I didn't say anything.
''So I got some bad news and I got some good news. You guys decide what you want first.'' She said quietly. I didn't like the tone of her voice.
I shook Michael and Ashton awake and they saw the nurse. They did exactly what I did when I first saw her. They stood up without hesitation looking wide awake.
''We want the bad news first.'' Cal said.
''Well...she had about 15-20 prescribed meds in her stomach that could kill her. Now the good news is that she lived...but, she's in semi-critical condition. Which in term, means that she needs to be in the ICU for about 2-3 days. So only one of you could go in there at a time. Sorry. She is stable though.''
Great. One more person that I can't see right now. The minute she wakes up, I'm gonna talk to her about her scars.
I can't stand to see her in pain. She needs to know that I'll be there for her when things take a turn for the worst. I know that she doesn't like me, and I know that she probably won't ever, but I don't care. It's worth a shot. I think I'm in love with her.
Calum wouldn't ever allow it though. At least I'm pretty sure.
She tried to overdose. When? We were all with her the whole da- oh my gosh. She went to the bathroom with a big plastic bag full of orange looking bottles. The nurse said prescribed. Prescribed med bottles are orange. She took it while me and the boys where practicing.
15-20 pills. I think that there where 4 or 5 pill bottles in that bag. Which means...there where more than 15-20 in her system. Why would she try to overdose. She has a lot of people that love her. Especially me. I need to figure out why this is.