I woke up realizing that I had fallen asleep in Austin’s arms, surprised that I was okay with his arms tightly locked around me. I liked they way he held me and never wanted to leave. I looked up and him to see he was fast asleep. Why do I feel this way around him? He has broken down every defense I have in a matter of days and for some reason I didn’t mind it. I slowly turned around so I was straddling him. His eyes were still closed hiding the green color. His eyes hold more love and feeling then mine ever had. His eyes are a shinning green, and that just draws me to him even more. I don’t know why but I don’t care, I like it. My eyes trailed down to his lips, they were slightly open and he was breathing calmly. I looked at them for a moment then on impulse leaned down and ever so gently pressed my lips to his. His lips were cold at first but warmed up quickly and I knew he was awake. I pulled away and looked back at his eyes that were now open showing that beautiful green color. He smiled up at me. “Good morning beautiful.”
“Morning sleepily head.” I smirked
“There you two are!” Both of us looked behind Austin to see Cody and Isla smirking at us. “I was worried when I got back last night and you two weren’t in either of our rooms. After seeing you two had a nice night and that kiss I think I’ll forgive you.” Isla said in an almost too happy tone.
“Jeez thanks sis.” I rolled my eyes and got off Austin. “I’m going to take a shower I’ll see you later.” I went on my toes and kissed Austin on the cheek then went back to my room. I grabbed a clean pair of clothes, underwear, and a towel. I entered the bathroom and locked then door before getting in and letting the warm water down my back. As I was washing my hair all I could think about was Austin. He had such an effect on me. I had only been 3 days and I already am starting to fall for him. I’ve never falling so fast… I’ve never falling period. What was so different about him? Why do his feelings affect me so much? I don’t understand at all. Thinking about this gave me a headache. I pushed those thoughts out of my head, and got out; dried off, put my clothes on. I went out of the bathroom and sat down at my desk. What is it about Austin? His, eyes, voice, lips, that snapback he always wears. He does something to me. I wanted to know what so badly, but at the same time don’t. Part of me wanted to know so I could stop it, but a bigger part of me didn’t because I didn’t want to stop it. I wanted to fall for him and actually be in love with him, and I was already well on my way
Austin seemed happy when he was around Hadley but every time I talk to him he acts like she broke his heart. I hated to see my best friend like this. I needed to do something to make him happy, something to his relationship with Hadley. I decided to ask Isla, she was Hadley’s twin. If anyone knew how to decode Hadley it had to be her. I walked to their room and knocked on the door, which opened to revel Isla, beaming as soon as she saw me. “Hey Isla. I need your help.”
“Sure, what’s up?”
“What’s the deal with Hadley? Austin’s heart is literally breaking because of her, it’s killing him that she is so closed off around him.”
“My sister has always been that way. She has walls built up around her heart to protect her. She does like Austin though, I know that much. He has managed to knock down those walls in a matter of days and get into my sister’s heart. She is just afraid to fall for him. She doesn’t understand love or knows what it feels like to be in love with someone. Austin is the first person to do that to her, she really does love him though… a lot.”
“Do you think you can get her to show Austin that she does? He is going crazy thinking Hadley won’t love him the way he loves her.”
“I’ll try, but I can’t promise I can get through to my sister.”
“Just try. Austin seems miserable and I can’t stand to see my best friend like that.”
“I’ll talk to her and I’ll fix it.” She smiles
“Thank you.” I softly kiss her and then she closes the door
Isla told me everything that Cody had told her and I felt horrible. I didn’t know that Austin was hurting that bad, I didn’t know I could hurt him that bad. “I’m such a horrible person.”
“No you’re not sis, you’re just not used to liking a guy.”
“I am a bad person Isla, he’s hurt because of me.”
“Hadley, this is just new to you that’s all. You like this guy and that’s very foreign to you.”
“What am I supposed to do?”
“You and I both know how.” Isla winked at me.
“Fine, but go get Cody so Austin is alone.” Isla nodded and walked out, moments later she showed up with Cody by her side.
“He’s all yours, we’re going out.” I stood up and left the room.
I went next door to find the door open and Austin sitting at his desk with his head in his hands. I leaned against the doorframe and let out a whistle. His head flew up and his eyes widened at the sight of me. “Hadley, what are you doing here?” he walked towards me. I kept silent as he reached me “Are you going to answer me?” Austin looked in my eyes worried. I didn’t answer I just grabbed the back of his neck and smashed our lips together. He was shocked at first but then began to kiss back, moving his lips with mine. I walked into his room still kissing him and shut the door as he pushed me up against it. I can’t believe that he was doing this to me and I didn’t freak out. I was actually really enjoying it. It felt so good to kiss him, so right. The feelings of his lips on mine just felt natural. I reached for the doorknob and locked it, feeling Austin smile against my lips. He knew what was coming and he liked it. My hands involuntarily went to the hem of his shirt and I violently tugged it, wanting it off of him. His broke off the kiss only for a second and took off his shirt then I grabbed his arms and attached our lips again. I ran my hand down his chest over his abs and moaned into his mouth as his tongue met mine. I took his hands and placed them right below the hem of my tank top and soon felt his hands go inside my shirt and up my back. His hands were so warm and sent a chill up my spine, but I enjoyed it and enjoyed the feeling of his hands on my back. I moaned again and Austin smirked against my lips seeing that I didn’t pull away, but kissed him harder. Austin grabbed the hem and practically ripped my shirt off, and attached his lips back to mine. I wrapped my arms tightly around his neck and kissed him deeply. His hands trailed down my back to my thighs and he picked me up. I folded my legs around his waist and clung to his neck as he kissed from my jawline to my collarbone. I let out a moan as he found my sweet spot I didn’t know I had. I could feel his smile against my skin knowing he found it. He then placed an open mouth kiss and started sucking on my sweet spot, causing me to loose all self-control. He carried me over to his bed and gently laid me down on the bed, hovering over me. He kissed me hard and I began to play with the buttons on his jeans. He smiled down at me and took off my shorts before standing up and taking off his jeans. I sat up and took in the view of Austin standing in front of me in just his boxers. Holy shit, he is so freaking hot. Austin saw me staring and gave me a playful smirk before lunging at me and smashing our lips together and tried pushing his tongue between my lips and into my mouth. I didn’t put up much of a fight; actually I didn’t even fight at all and let his tongue explore my mouth. He attacked me so quickly that I fell back on the bed with him never breaking the kiss. I had never let any guy do what I was letting Austin do and I don’t know why, it just felt right to have him touch and kiss me, it felt good. I can’t tell why I enjoy it so much, but one thing I know for sure is that I have finally after 18 years fallen in love. I have fallen in love with Austin and that is exactly what I wanted.