Boulevard of Broken Dreams :: Malum

"I walk a lonely road, the only one that I have ever known." Or when two suicidal boys always happen to pass by each other on the same street late at night.


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When I'm isolated from everyone else, I stare at the wall and feel my whole world crashing down, as dramatic as that may sound.

I can never feel happy being me, I have no idea why though, but I just hate everything to do with me. I want nothing more than to end it all but I can't find the courage to do so, and I also don't want to leave my family, they're my world, they've been with me through thick and thin and I can't ask for a better family.

But I just don't feel like living another painful day here, no matter how much I love the people around me. And yes I talk about myself a lot, I'm self centred and stupid and I self pity myself a lot, I don't deserve half the things I'm privileged to own but I guess that's me.

School is a pain; I don't get bullied, but some people pick on me from time to time, so I have no real reason to feel so down all the time but I can't help it, I just want to cry. I feel depressed and worthless and I can't seem to cheer up.


I needed to update so I'm sorry for this short af chapter, and sorry for being a shit writer.

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