Life Once Asked Death..


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2. Hopeless

 

I feel like crying, and I want to scream until I'm out of breath.

This feeling makes me unable to think about anything else but, "I want to die".

The voices in my head are suffocating me, almost like two hands placed on my neck, squeezing tightly.

I want to tear my skin apart, and replace all these disgusting parts.

 I want to vomit when I look at my body, and cut my wrist when you call me by the name I'm trying my hardest to forget.

I say that I don't believe in god, but I still pray for a better life everyday.

I try to understand why I'm being cursed like this, why I'm forced to live in hell when I'm awake.

 

I can't help but feel alone, and miserable.

I can't change it, no matter how hard I try...

 

I'm tired of fighting for a life I don't want to live.

I can't ignore your hurtful words, or your actions filled with hate.

So I'm gonna stop trying, and hope for something better on the other side. 

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