14. Yesterday, today, tomorrow
He pulls my waist closer to his body and I wrap my leg around his. I interrupt our kiss and look at him. Why did he do it? He hated me, right? I don't even care anymore and the feeling of knowing that he likes me makes me smile. "What? Did I do something wrong? Did I go to fast?" the fact that he was so concerned made me smile even more. "No, come here you stupid." I laugh and I push my lips against his. He pulls back "But what was it?" He is so cute when he wants to know everything "I was just..." "Just what?" "I was just enjoying the moment. This moment." He looks me in the eyes, smiles and kisses me intense. At that moment Lukes door falls open and Luke jumps off me. "Well, well, well, what were you guys doing?" I start blushing and don't dare to look at Ethan. "Nothing dude, what are you doing here?" Luke says defensive. "Charlotte is leaving are you coming too?" I look up and see a little smile on his face, it's like a smile you make when your happy for someone. "Yeah sure, say that I'm coming." He turns around after nodding.
"So you are leaving huh?" "Yes I am otherwise my mom is going to be really really mad at me." "Fine, don't forget your purse." "I won't." I smile at him, take my purse and give him a fast but intense kiss. We walk downstairs and I see Charls is smiling at me. Probebly Ethan told her about what he saw when he came in. We say goodbye and start walking to my house.
"So what exactly happened between you and him?" I start blushing but don't answer. Then I start smiling and when she stops and stares at me I break and tell her the whole story. She is happy for me but "You do still remember what happened the first week of school do you? I don't want make you sad but I just want to ask if he did say something like ' hey you know I'm single , I broke up with Tory." Shit. Tory. I didn't even thought about that. I don't know if they are still together. "No he didn't said that. But, but if he does something like that he must be single?" "I shouldn't be sure about that, you know how guys can be. And guys like Luke...." "Yeah" That reminds me of all the stories people told me about him, the drugs, skipping classes, who knows what he does when he isn't in class. "I'm gonna ask him tomorrow." "What?" "If he and Tory broke up." "Good idea." She smiles at me and gives me a hug. "Thanks Charls." I open the door and we go straight to my room. We talk till 11 and then go to sleep. I fall asleep with Luke on my mind combined with the image of him kissing with Tory.
Tomorrow I'm gonna ask.
Ask if he broke up with Tory.
Ask if he really loved her.
Ask if he really loves me.