It felt so real that I question myself if it really was a dream. Maybe it wasn't a dream, maybe he didn't left. My thoughts get interrupt by the doctor who walks into my room.
"Ahh, your awake. That's good. How are you feeling?"
"Alright I think. I got a headache and feel tired but beside that everything is fine." I answer.
"Well you have a slight concussion so that causes your headache and you're tired because after the accident you lost a lot of blood. But you're okay now and you can go home tomorrow. You can't go to school tomorrow cause you need to rest. But If you feel fine after monday you may go." he explanes. My brain absorbes all the information but one thing stays unclear.
"What happened with Luke?"
"The one who was in the car with me behind the wheel."
"Oohw he has some bruses but nothing bad. He's a strong boy." So it could be him in my room. I wasn't dreaming at all.
"hmh" I smile.
"So Rosie if you need something or if there is something wrong don't be afraid to rang the bell next to your bed."
"I won't. Thank you doctor." With a smile on his face he leaves my room. Soon the day ends and I make myself ready to leave the hospital. I didn't saw Luke again and it makes me worry cause if it wasn't a dream he really said he was sorry and. I don't want to think about that. My mom drives me home and as soon as I'm home I go straight to my room. I open my door and it feels so great to be back. I lay myself on my bed and close my eyes. I think about saturday night. Every single detail before the accident. Without noticing a huge smile appears on my face.
"So everything is okay with you as I can see from your smile." a familiar voice wispers. I open my eyes and the person who said it is laying on top of me.
"Charls get of me." I laugh.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry." She complains while she crawls of me and goes lay next to me.
"I'm happy you're fine. I was worried you know." She says while staring at the ceiling.
"I'm fine. Nothing to worry about but uhm" I hesitate.
"Did you heard something about Luke?" I finally ask after a minute of silence.
"He wasn't in school today and Ethan said he came home yesterday and left with a bag. He thought he was going to Matt because he does that often but normally he says something before he leaves but this time he didn't."
"I'm worried. I start thinking he might said goodbye to me." I say softly.
"What? Why would you think that?" she asks while facing me.
"I don't know what time it was but at one moment I woke up and he was sitting there. He was sleeping and when I grabed his hand he woke up and he left while saying 'I'm sorry' at least that what I think I heard. Everything was blurred and I couldn't hear that well. And there is another thing. After he left I dreamed, but now I think it was real, that he kissed me but it felt like a this is the last time my lips will meet yours and I will miss you but I have to go kiss. and I really don't know what I have to think about that an know you said that he left without saying anything I start to think that he really left." My eyes fill themself with water but I try not to cry.
"Hey, hey. That isn't going to happen okay. I will go talk to Ethan an I'm sure he's with Matt playing videogames. You don't have to think about that." She wispers while giving me a hug. I can't hold myself anymore and tears start to make her shirt wet but she doesn't mind and only hugs me tightner. Because of all the emotions and being so tired I fall asleep in her arms and as soon as I wake up I lay in my bed with a blanket above me and the sun shining through my curtains. I look at my clock and it's half past 7 am. I deside to get up and go to school. I feel alright and I don't want to lay in a bed for another day. so I crawl out of bed and go downstairs.
"Oh honey, you're up? I didn't want to wake you so I just left you sleeping. But are you going to school?"
"Yess, I don't want to lay all day in my bed and I feel just fine." I say with a smile on my face.
"Okay but I don't feel well you have to call me then I will come pick you up."
"Hmmmh" I nod with a sandwich in my mouth. I grab my jacket and my bag and go to the frontdoor. I yell goodbye and they both answer to be safe and to have a good day. I open the door and walk to Charls' car.
"Are you ready?" she asks.
"I think so"