I couldn't sleep that well. I get out of bed and keep thinking about what Charls said. But he kissed me right? So they can't be together now, right?
"Stop worrying about Luke."
"It will be alright. He's gonna say he likes you and that he dumped that bitch. I don't even know why he loved her, I mean look at her." I start laughing and feel a little bit better now.
We get dressed and go downstairs. "Good morning mom" I give her a kiss. "Good morning, honey."
"Good morning" Charls smiles at my mom. "Good morning Charlotte. Did you sleep well?" "Always." she says with a big smile. After our good morning conversation we have breakfast and leave for school. I give my mom a kiss and Charls thanks her that she could stay for the night and then says googbye. As always our rides are awsome and too hilarious when we try to sing along with all the songs.
She parks her car and we step out. For a moment I forgot to worry and it felt good. Maybe I should do that more.
We walk into school and I see Luke standing against the wall. God he is so handsome. He goes with his hand through his messy blond hair and turns his head. He looks right in my direction. I start blushing when he gives me a cute little smile. When he wants to walk towards me someone stops him. She turns his head so he is looking in her eyes and then she kisses him passionatly.
I don't know what to do. Do I need to walk toward him and start yelling at him? Instead of that I give him an agry look when I see him looking at me when he kisses her. I walk away and keep walking. I need to get out of here. I hear a irritating voice say "Lukey, what are you doing? Where are you going?" she yells. Tory. Ofcourse.
I walk straight to the girls bathroom and tears start filling my eyes. I don't want anyone to see me so I try to hold them till I enter the toilets. I lean against the wall and slide down on the floor. I lay my head on my arms and look to the ground. Did it mean nothing to him? Was I just another girl he wanted to sleep with? there were so many questions that I didn't noticed that two people walked in. I walked to one of the toilets and closed the door right away.
I hear a familiar voice. I can't hear her that well but I can tell it's Charls. "No you can't go in there. Don't you get it, go away." She is talking to someone when the door opens. "No, Luke!"
I hear a little knock on the door. I dry my tears but I don't answer. There's another knock "Rosie? I know you're in there." My heartbreak gets replaced by anger. "Rosie, please open the door." My anger gets worse and I open the door. "Rosie, I'm so-" "Oh yah sure come on say it. Say that you're sorry. It's just a word isn't it. You don't really mean it. Like you don't mean anything. You know for a second I thought you really cared but cleary I'm just another bitch for you. Clearly I'm just one of the hundreds. I actually really thought you cared but now I realize you care about nothing. Really nothing. Do you even care about you're family cause I don't really know. You ar-"
"You don't know anything about my family!" He pushes me away and walks away. He slams the door and that was the last time I saw him today.