~~Gohan’s POV Cont.~~
Once everything was all cleaned up, I pulled Tarro into the living room and the two of us sat down on the couch together. I began to think about how I was going to tell him about the previous baby, not knowing how he would react. I took in a shaky breath and squeezed my mate’s hands tightly. He gave me a concerned look and tilted his head a bit.
“Tarro…I’ve told you a lot about my past…but there is something I did leave out…at first I didn’t think it was important but now…I think it is pretty important… I’m just…scared to see your reaction…” I explain slowly.
“Gohan…you can tell me anything. I promise I’ll still love you no matter what.” He replied in a gentle tone. I nodded a bit and slid closer to him.
“I told you about my ex drugging me and letting these three guys rape me…but something else happened after that… About two weeks after they all raped me, I discovered I was pregnant…and I didn’t know who had done it… However, I never did give birth to the child…I ended up having a miscarriage about a month before my father found me… I hadn’t been eating properly, I was stressed out, scared, alone, and I just…the baby was just suddenly gone…and I just…I’m so scared that it’s going to happen again and…I don’t want to lose this one! Especially because it’s yours!” I just started bawling as hard as I could while Tarro stared at me with shock on his face. I jerked myself away from him and stood up quickly. I was shaking so hard that I had to support myself on the arm of the couch. Tarro started to reach for me but I jumped back out of fear. He then opened his mouth to try to speak, but my fear got the best of me and I ran.
As I bolted from the house I could hear Tarro screaming after me but I didn’t stop. I took off into the woods and suppressed my energy as much as I could without hurting the baby. I continued to run farther and farther into the woods. The sun was already starting to set, which meant that it would be dark soon but I didn’t care. I didn’t stop running until I came to a small clearing with a little lake. I slowly walked over to the water and kneeled down beside it, breathing hard from the running. Being pregnant didn’t do me much good on energy because the baby needed so much of it. I stuck my face into the water and gulped some down before I pulled back and sat down, hugging my knees to my chest. I couldn’t believe that I had just ran out on him like that, but my fear got the best of me once again and now here I was sitting in the middle of the woods with my energy suppressed. I wanted Tarro to know about the previous pregnancy, but at the same time I was too terrified to see if he still wanted me or not. Kami, I’m such a big baby who would probably never get over his fears. I stared down into the water, looking at my refection. I could see that my eyes were all red and puffy from crying, which made me feel even worse than I already did.
“Damn it…why the hell can’t I control my emotions?” I asked myself out loud, knowing no one would answer me. I suddenly felt Tarro’s energy growing closer, so I decided to move. I picked myself up and took off further into the woods. I continued to walk until I couldn’t feel Tarro’s energy anymore but then I realized that I had no idea where I was. I had never been this far into the woods before and it was already nearly dark. I knew that I had to find a place to hide for the night before any wild animals came out for their night hunt. I picked up my pace and continued to wander until I found an abandoned cave. I quickly got inside the cave and went as far back as I could, resting against one of the cave walls. I sunk to the ground and curled back up, hugging my knees to my chest once again. I rested my head on top of them and sighed quietly. Now he’s really not going to want me…since I ran out on him…I thought to myself. I glanced down at the engagement ring on my finger and started to cry quietly once again. Everything in my life had been going so well…My dad and I had finally bonded with each other, in a family way, Vegeta was accepting me as his son, Tarro came into my life, we got engaged and were expecting a baby, and now here I am, hiding from my own past risking throwing everything away.
As the night rolled on, it began to get colder. I was pretty stupid for not grabbing a jacket or anything. I curled up tighter, trying to hold in as much body heat as I could so that the baby wouldn’t get cold along with me. I had almost fallen asleep when I felt a sudden presence coming closer to me. I crouched up as much as I could and slowed my breathing, trying not to make much of a sound at all. As they came closer, I realized it was a presence I had felt before. The only thing that really scared me, was that it wasn’t Tarro’s presence. It was smaller, and a bit more intimidating. It couldn’t be…that’s impossible… How the hell did she find me…and what the hell does she want from me…? The presence was suddenly right on top of me. I glanced up slowly and recognized the figure of a woman standing in front of me with her hands on her hips. Once she spoke, her voice sent chills down my spine.
“Hello, Gohan. It’s been awhile.” That was the last thing I heard before there was a sharp pain on the back of my head that caused me to fall to my side. My vision blurred and the last thing I saw before completely blacking out, were three other decent sized figures joining the smaller one. It seemed that my past was getting ready to repeat itself… I tried to speak but before I could, everything went dark. And that was it.
((Yes this is the end of the book, but no need to worry! I am currently working on a sequel! It's just taking some time! Be patient! I'll have one ready as soon as possible! Until then!))