I Almost Do by: Taylor Swift ENTRY FOR THE SONGFIC COMPETITION!

This is my entry for the Songfic Competition.

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1. I Almost Do by: Taylor Swift


 

I bet right now, you're up and that you're reliving it all...

I bet that you're thinking of all that's happened within the past seven days, even though you so desparately want to go to sleep.

I bet you're looking out at the city lights and wondering if there was a way that you could go back..

I bet you're thinking of me and of what we used to be...And how you can never get that back--How we can never get that back...

There's so much I wanna tell you..I feel the same way you do...Yet, I know that we can't go back to what we were...Not after what happened...

I wish I could call you, or see you...I just want to hear your sweet, deep voice. I want to hear you say 'I love you' and 'I miss you', and 'Hello'

There are days I just want to fall into your arms again and forget about the world and reality...But those are wishes of mine that will never be granted.

There's still the urge to call you...To text you...To go wait for you until you get off from work...But every time I want to, yet I don't, I almost do...

Truth is, I miss you like crazy. For nights and nights I've cried and screamed your name.
The neighbors must think I've gone insane, but they don't understand how much it hurts...Losing you.

I've gotten to where I don't answer your texts anymore...But I so desperately want too.
Although, if I were to reply, it's just start all over again and I couldn't take that...

If I were to reply and then things start up again, how would I handle them?

And I hate to be the bad guy...

But I don't know what else to do...

Because every time I see a missed call or text from you, part of my heart breaks again...

And I almost give in...I almost do...

We both really screwed up big time...

And I know that even if we try, things won't be the same.

I confess...I really do miss you and I think about you all of the time.

I see you in my dreams and sometimes, when I'm really, really thinking about you, I think I see you beside me, or in front of me, like you use to be...

And you'll stand there, asking me to try again with you....But I know better, because I know what the outcome will be.

Although, I must admit that each time that happens...I almost give in.

You're not easy to forget and I don't ever want to forget you.

Some days are harder than others, but I push through and each time I do that, I get stronger.

And yes, I wish that I could run to you and tell you what's going on and how I feel but I don't....

And I hope that someday you realize how hard it is for me to go on without you...And I hope that you meet someone who can fill the space that I left in your heart...And I really hope that you know the temptation I face each time I think about you...

Because every time, I don't call or text or wait for you outside of where you work...I almost do.

So yeah, I know that you're still up..Because I am.

I know that you're tired and that you just wanna go to bed...

I know what you're doing and what you're feeling right now...How do I know these things? Because we were so close. We were so in love and I was so observant because I wanted to know everything about you, but I now know, that that wasn't my place...
I went overboard and you weren't meant to be mine...That's a gap that I wasn't meant to fill.

But I know that you're thinking of me and that I'm thinking of you...And that I'll probably never, ever get over you.
So each time you call or text me, remember that even though I don't reply...I almost do.

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