Ah, Saturday. today I got invited to go to James's house to teach him some football, but that also means that I get to also spend a day with Ally.
God she's beautiful. I love how her chocolate brown hair falls over her shoulders, how her dark brown eyes look up at mine every time we talk, how her pink,soft lips move when she talks. I love everything about her.
only problem is, she's not mine.
Ally is a smart girl, who would never fall for a dumb-ass like me,she's too good for me.
but can't a guy try?
she's been hanging out with Luke an awful lot, and I'm starting to think that he's talking shit about me.
she's not even looking at me now and she also blocked me on Facebook.
I have to go to her house at three o'clock and now it's one o'clock so I should start getting ready.
now, back to what I was saying.
I really changed, ever since I fought with Luke I realised what a Fuckboy I am.
I'm going to collage next year and I want to start fresh.
but most importantly, I want Ally.
I'm gonna be honest here, I have always had my eyes on her. but when I see her rejecting Luke, I notice that there's no way in hell that I'm gonna get her. I know she's not into fuck boys.
I was in a relationship with Bianka for a year until I found out that she was cheating on me with Brandon Smith for a whole month.
I would never cheat on someone.
I was heart-broken but the guys cheered me up by coming to my house and bringing a few beers.
that's when we made the pact. 'bro's before hoes' and that meant that we would never be in a relationship ever again and we would only sleep around with girls.
but it got tiring and boring, it made me seem like a dick and all I was getting were a bunch of slutty girls who don't even know how to suck a cock.
I want a relationship, with someone that I could never get tired of and I don't mean in sex, I mean in everything.
I mean of course I want good sex, but I want someone to have a connection with me, someone who gets me.
And why do I think Ally is the one?
Well for starters, she's drop dead gorgeous. She's funny,nice but bitchy at the same time. and that turns me on. she's all I want in a girl.
Speaking of which, I should probably get going.
I'm wearing a black t-shirt and some skinny jeans, I hope I look good.
i run my fingers through my hair messing it up a little bit before running downstairs.
"Bye Calum! have fun!" My mum says from the kitchen . "bye mum, see you later!" I shout, grabbing my car keys and a pack of cigarettes, putting them in my back pocket.
I get into my car and drive off, lighting a cigarette and placing it between my lips.
I have been smoking since I was fourteen. Do I regret it? yes. but it helps my stress.
I get to her house, throwing the cigarette out into the street. I get out of my car and walk to her doorstep, Knocking on the door.
James opens the door. "Hey Calum!" he says happily.
"hey little dude" I say chuckling as I ruffle his hair.
he smiles and lets me in the house. I walk in noticing no one is around.
"my parents are at a meeting" He says. "where's Ally?" I ask biting my lip.
"oh she's getting ready for her date" he says rolling his eyes.
Hey guy! quick question. would you guys get annoyed if I add some smut later on into the book?