Do you mean it?

Har du cuttet eller er du cutter? forstår ingen din indre smerte? well.. I know the feeling...

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Do you mean it?

Theres’ a girl. She doesn’t know how to handle things everything is out of control. Sometimes she can convince herself, she’s not really alive... Maybe she’s in a nightmare? And she just can’t wake up?

Save me from myself…  You would never guess her secret if you knew her she hides it so well…

She seems so happy. Do you really want to know the secret? She cuts herself she doesn’t know why?

But one thing she does know she can’t stop but why? When she feels out of control overwhelmed with emotion cutting helps her calm down and able to think. But at the same time when she feels so numb empty, cutting helps her feel alive even for a minute.

Someone please save me from myself…

 

She didn’t have an easy childhood. She never felt good enough, important enough and think always “Who would care if I self-harm?”

Everyone’s better off without me, that’s what she told herself every day.

 

Save me from the nothing I’ve become…

Sometimes she sitting in her room and crying, the blade in her hand are ready…

Hearing the laughter from downstairs… She’d never felt more alone and no one will notice that she’s gone. She just wants a hug from other people and to hear the words “I will help you”.

I want to be saved…

Sometimes she thought about dying, just taking a load of pills again and ending everything…

Who will care after all?  

I want to be free…

By the time she was only 12… Her body was covered in scars and cuts… She just wants to be loved and noticed. Was that too much asking about? She always tried to be perfect and she completely lost who she was…

I only lied so I didn’t have to see the tears of disappointment in your eyes…

She lied to her friends and family. Just so they will be happy and not over thinking about her. She wanted someone to understand her, to care and to love her. But it didn’t happen.

One day, you might even realize you don’t know her at all. That girl who tells you her cat scratched her… Could be hiding it all under a smile.

She wants someone, she needs someone…

Can you guess who she is? 

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