Friendship

Poetry part 3 :)

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1. Friendship

 

Friendship

The people who you

Trust

Rely on

Love

 

They are the people

The ones who are there

For me

 

But are they really?

I love my friends

But do they love me?

 

Sometimes

When the world is crashing

Around me

I wonder

 

I would do almost anything

For them

But would they for me

 

They don’t listen

To me

To the songs I suggest

Until I force them to

 

Do they like me

Trust me

Rely on me

Love me

As I do?

 

If I love a book

I would tell them

They would

Shrug it off

 

Is persistence

A thing needed in all friendships?

A one sided trust

Is it undermining me

 

Then I remind them

Again

And

Again

And again

 

And then

After a long time

Of me saying things

They pick it up

Read

 

 

Almost amazed

They admit

I was right

 

And it hurts

But they don’t realize

Do my friends really know me?

 

I must admit

Writing this makes my friends

Seem horrible

Bad

Nasty

But they’re not

I love them

 

But they don’t love me

I don’t think

 

They ignore

Sometimes

 

They don’t listen

Sometimes

 

They aren’t amused

Sometimes

 

But sometimes

They are

And sometimes

They’re not

 

I love my friends

I would do anything for them

And hopefully

They for me

 

But as I watch

In a bubble of solitude

I see

Recommendations

Taken

Followed

Immediately

 

Is it just me?

 

Am I undermined?

Do I have bad decisions?
Is there and actual reason?

 

I haven’t led them

To far astray

So why is it

Like this?

 

I have some friends

Who I have known for a very long time

Who I love

And they love me

Years

And years

Of love

Of friendship

 

I know

They’d be there for me

And I for them

 

But we don’t see

Each other much

And its sad

 

But when we do

We can’t even talk

To busy

Catching up

 

And I wonder

Do they think

The same of me

As my other friends

Do?

 

Is it just time

That has helped them

Ignore

Whatever

Why-ever

They don’t seem to listen to me?

 

Am I always talking?

Do I talk shit?

Am I an attention whore?

Am I rude?

A monster?

A beast?

Have I led them astray

In any sort of way?

And why did that

Line

Rhyme?

 

Maybe I’m not loud

Enough

Or just say

Really stupid things

 

Or maybe

I’m over analyzing this

And its all a dream

 

But what if it is a dream?

Then why have I imagined this?

Not that I’d have it any other way

 

But I love my friends

Platonically

And

All I have to do

Is hope they do too

 

And maybe this four page poem

Will be enough

Of my maybe

Over analyzed friends

 

But for whatever happens

To my lovings friends

I hope we can

Go through it

Together

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