Dirty love

sex slave. noun. A person, especially a woman or girl, who is confined and is raped, sexually abused
sex slave. noun. a person who is forced into prostitution and held against their will.
Hello, my name is Annabella Reed and I am a sex slave.
I was put up for auction by my step mom to a band named 5 seconds of summer two years ago, and I know "sex slave" sounds terrible, but their really getting better, I promise...except Calum, he still treats me like a dirty little whore.
little does anyone know, but they're in the process of finding out who she really is, not the person who Calum made, and they start to accumulate some feelings, but what kind? Will it be passionate love, lust, or sisterly love?

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3. chapter 2

I woke up the next morning to screaming coming from downstairs and like the big idiot I am, I tried to go back to sleep.

The half asleep me only lasted about twenty minuets, than my door flung open and I shot right up. I definitely got up way too fast because everything went all black and fuzzy, so I couldn't make out who walked up to me.

My vision came back right as he grabbed me and pulled me up...it was Luke. "Are you feeling better enough to walk?" He asked, actually sounding genuinely concerned. My side still hurt like hell, but I wasn't about ready to say so, so I started walking with a limp.

"You know what, never mind" He came up behind me and put me in a cradle. Honestly, I feel like an idiot for this, but I can't even get over how nice Ashton and Luke's arm muscles feel.

He carried me downstairs and set me on the couch.

"See what you did?!" Micheal yelled at Calum. "She can't even fucking walk!" I mean I can, but the less they know the better.

"For fucks sake, I said I was sorry and I really mean it! I already said I wasn't going to touch her for the next three days, and you guys can have her for the next six. What the hell else do you want me to do?!"I really wish they would all stop yelling, it's giving me a headache.

"I don't fucking know, stop being so rough with her! I wouldn't want to be on the other end of that! It looks like hell!" I mean, it is hell here, but that's besides the point.

After about twenty minuets of them going back and forth, Luke came up with the idea that Calum can't even touch me for the next two weeks, and after that hes on some sort of probation.

"Fuck you guys!" Calum yelled and walked out the door and we herd him speed off somewhere. They all sat down on the couch with me after that.

"Thanks" Is all I could mutter out while I looked down at my hands.

"He's not going to hurt you like that again" Luke said.

We sat in silence for a minuet, than Micheal spoke "Hey Anna?"

"Ya?" I don't get these guys.

"Do you mind telling us how you really feel about each of us? We're not going to hurt you, so don't worry" That was kind of random.

"Why?" These guys are seriously so weird.

"Because we want to know and you don't have to say you hate it here, we already know that" Luke spoke softly towards the last part.

"Honestly" I sighed "It's like hell on Earth here for me. I'm terrified every single day that someone is going to hurt me. You'd think I'd have gotten used to the sting in between my legs, but I haven't at all. I was far from being a virgin when I was brought here, I used to love sex, don't get me wrong, I had only had sex with two different guys, but all those times, it was on my terms. I come here and it's made me hate sex. I've never wanted to have sex with any of you. The fact that you guys would agree to this arrangement sickens me, but I have come to realize that you three aren't the ringleader, Calum is, and that you guys may actually have a heart somewhere, but however I think you guys might actually care a little, it still does't take away from the fact that you agreed to this. Although it sucks ass here, I'm glad it was me and not some other innocent girl, no one should have to go through with this, it's awful." Now that I've gotten that off my chest I actually feel a little better.

After another minuet of silence, Micheal spoke again "Can you tell us individually how you feel about us?"

"Can you promise me you wont flip out?" I'm prepared to be brutally honest.

"Promise" Luke put his pinkie out, I hesitated, but we locked pinkies.

"Ok, Calum, if I were to find out he died in a car crash today, I'd be so happy I wouldn't even know what to do. When he yells at me I just want to quiver in fear, but if I do, he'll hit me. When he has sex with me, all I want to is cry because it hurts so much. If I said I haven't thought about killing myself...I'd be lying." The anguish that was plastered across their faces as I said that made me realize that they might actually have the feeling of remorse buried deep down somewhere.  "At first I had some hope, but as time went by, I lost it, and now I think about it everyday. Like last night, I actually prayed that he would kill me or I'd bleed out. It's sad and pathetic to say, but it's true." I really hope he doesn't come back...but he will.

"No, it's not pathetic, I don't blame you" Luke said. I looked around and they all genuinely looked like they were going to cry.

I couldn't stop there "Micheal, I don't hate you as much as I do Calum, but I strongly dislike you most of the time." 

He interrupted me "You said most of the time" He cracked a small smile.

"Yes, because when we're alone together your not an ass, your kinda nice to me, but than it all changes once someone walks in the room. I know you only hit me under pressure of Calum, so I don't really hold it against you. Although when you have sex with me you tend to get too aggressive, but I guess that can't be helped, and I'm really glad you've been sticking up for me lately, I just wish it was more often." I looked down in disappointment.

"I'm sorry" Wow, an apology "And I guess that wasn't so bad. At least she doesn't hate me, she just strongly dislikes me." He tried to lighten the mood, but they weren't having it.

"And me?" Luke really sounded like he'd cry if I told him.

"Luke, I actually don't totally dislike you. You've only hit me a handful of times and only cause Calum made you, so I don't hold that against you. You've only yelled at me a few times around everyone under pressure. You don't have sex with me all the time, but when you do, you don't hurt me, and when you do you stop. I know you try and stick up for me, and I know it's hard, I mean, I can't even stick up for myself. I love that even around everyone, your still nice to me. I'm not gonna lie, if we weren't in this fucked up situation, than I might have gone out with you" But I know too much now.

"Really?" He looked a little relieved.

"Ya, but your flaw...you don't know how to stand up for anything." All of this is just flowing out of me now. I used to be like this...brutally honest, not caring what people thought, I miss this.

"Oh, ok" He looked down in defeat.

I looked over at Ashton and he signaled me to go on. "Ashton, in all honesty, your my haven here. You make everything not seem so bad. You've never hit me or yelled at me once and I love that you haven't tried to have sex with me." Micheal and Luke looked at him in shock. "I know you genuinely care about me, if you didn't, you wouldn't have stuck up for me the way you did to Calum last night. I realize now that when I'm with you, I shouldn't be scared. I know you won't let anything happen to me." I looked right into his eyes, something I haven't had the courage to do in a long time.

"It's about time you realized that" He smiled at me.

"Ashton, how can you not have had sex with her? I mean, look at her, her body is perfect. I'm not saying what we did was right, cause it's not, and I know that, but damn." Micheal said. At least he understands what they've done is wrong.

Luke didn't even do or say anything, he just kept staring down into his hands.

"Because I knew she didn't want to and I wasn't going to force her, that's just not the way I am" Ashton replied. I guess he really is a good guy, but it still makes me sick that he agreed to this.

"I guess that's what makes you better than us" Micheal said, sounding upset, and he should be. How can you put someone through this and feel nothing?

"Yes, that's what makes him a thousand times better than you. He knows his limits, unlike you three." When I said that Luke finally lifted his head a little, but only because what I said hurt him even more and he went wide eyed. "Don't get me wrong, it still completely disgusts me that he went along with this, but I'm just glad he's not an ass".

After a moment of awkward silence, Luke spoke up. "I'm sorry, for everything. I knew I shouldn't have gone along with this, but it wasn't supposed to get this far at all. Oh ya, and please don't except my apology, I don't deserve it, although I don't think you will anyway."

Honestly, I don't know what to say since I can't except his apology, even though I kind of did. "Umm, ok" Is all I could think of.

Just than, Micheal stood up. "Anna?"

"Ya?"

"I'm pretty sure I can speak for all of us when I say we won't let you get hurt like that again." Luke and Ashton looked at him in agreement.

"Ok, why the sudden change of heart?" This isn't like them at all.

"Because of the way you told us everything, it opened our eyes, and seeing you like this...it hurts." Micheal said.

"But why can't you just let me leave?" My eyes started to build up with tears and my voice cracked.

"Because we can't give you back to your parents" I cut him off.

"Don't call them my parents! Parents don't sell their kid away" I almost started to cry "And only because I had sex in the house one day and they came home early, so they told me if I like it so much, I'd like this" A tear fell down my cheek. I hate them. They all looked like they wanted to face palm cause they knew they shouldn't have said that.

"Not only that, but you can't financially live on your own" Luke said.

"Bullshit, you just don't want me to leave cause you know I'll press charges and ruin your careers, and possibly your lives". That's the first time I've ever spoken like that to them...I love it. It's nice to be like I used to be.

They all looked down with that 'your right' face.

"But we do like having you here" Luke said, still looking down.

"No shit, tell me something I don't already know. I'm a consistent good fuck, I know that." All the attitude kept rolling out and I couldn't help myself, I had been keeping it in for too long.

Ashton grabbed my hand and it sent a shock through me "You know that's not true for me".

"I know but-" He cut me off.

"I like having you here cause of our talks, and you always listen, your wicked nice, your beautiful, and it's nice to have a girl around" I'm not gonna lie, he's wicked cute when he's pouring his heart out.

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About five hours later went by and I actually kind of enjoyed the day. We binged on teen wolf -although Micheal protested, but they said I got to pick the show, and he surprisingly got into it after a few episodes- than we just watched vines for a while.

Than...Calum walked through the door. I knew all the fun was gone now and like I thought, he walked right over to us. "What are you guys doing?" I could tell he was holding back a lot of anger, so I just sat there and stared at my hands, terrified. He's definitely going to hurt me.

"Watching vines" Luke said nonchalantly.

"Ok, but why is she here?" He started gritting his teeth.

"Because we wanted her here" Micheal said, and Calum looked like he was going to lose it.

I started to cringe a little, but Luke and Ashton grabbed my hands.

"Whatever" Calum stormed off to the bathroom and I herd the shower start.

"Why did you get so scared? We already told you we wouldn't let him hurt you" Luke said.

"I don't know, it's a habit I guess" A habit I wish I didn't even have.

We looked at the clock and it read six-thirty already. "So what do you want for dinner?" Ashton asked.

"Umm, I don't know, you guys have never actually asked me before, and I don't even know what there is" This is all just so surreal.

"Are you ok with hot pockets?" Luke asked. "We don't really have anything to cook or bake so"

"Ya" I am grateful that they fed me ok, so I guess I could have had it worse. 

 

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