H.O.P.E.

"Hold On, Pain Ends." I read on the color-stained walls. Until now, I thought nobody could be trusted, that I only could trust myself, that nobody would be there when I needed someone the most.
"You're not wrong. Pain does end. Only if you let it." I said turning around.

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2. Alex

 

At first I thought it was love, all the text and presents and compliments. Then I quickly realized it wasn't, it was just a fast way to get in bed. It started off as hanging out, until he kissed me. I didn't mind for awhile, because it felt natural, then he pushed me farther onto the couch, pinning me down.

"Lu-" I tried to say something, but for some reason he just got more forceful. He had been a little overly aggressive lately, grabbing my hand to tight, dragging me with him and gripping on my arms. 

When I felt his hand slip under my shirt, I jerked at him and pushed him off.

"Stop it, Luke." I said, but he didn't he just kissed me again, with more force. I started trying to fight him to get off but the more I struggled the tighter his hold on me got.

"Stop." I said, but he kept going. I ended up biting his tongue and he pulled back quickly. I got up trying to get away, but I didn't get far before he grabbed my arm and pulled me back making me fall on the floor. A shock of pain went through my body when I hit the floor. I couldn't react quickly enough to slip away. Luke was now on top of me biting my neck and taking my shirt off. 

I tried to fight him again, but when I did he moved faster and his grip got tighter. That was my first experience, I was raped by the boy I thought I loved. After that he became more aggressive and he tried to rape me again, but my brother came in, pulling him off of me. They started to fight and in the middle of it, I got hit in my stomach trying to stop them. Eventually my dad came in and broke the two of them up. After Luke left, I started to cough up blood and I was rushed to the hospital. 

I ended up being out of school for three months, forcing me to repeat the year. I never spoke to Luke after that, I had heard he already moved on in about three days after the incident. When summer vacation started my dad sent me to live with my mom in the UK.

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