"Hold On, Pain Ends." I read on the color-stained walls. Until now, I thought nobody could be trusted, that I only could trust myself, that nobody would be there when I needed someone the most.
"You're not wrong. Pain does end. Only if you let it." I said turning around.


1. Becca


"Becca, can we talk?" Zayn says making me look up from my book. We were cuddling in my bed and I was reading a new book while he watched TV.

"Sure. What's wrong babe?" I said waiting for him to talk, suddenly he shifted so we were no longer cuddling.

"Becca you know I care about you a lot?" I laughed at him as he said the ridiculous question.

"Well if you didn't then I'm definitely  dating the wrong guy." I joked and he chuckled.

"Maybe I am the wrong guy." he said.

"What? Shut up, your perfect!" I said moving in to kiss him, but he stopped me.

"I think we should break up." he said.

I was in shock as I looked at the boy I fell in love with, then I started to laugh.

"Okay babe stop playing around." I said pecking him on the cheek.

"Becca. I'm serious." he said and I looked at him, I could tell he was being honest and the longer I looked, the more I didn't want to believe it.

"Oh, Um. Can you at least give me a re-"

"I'm sorry Becca." I held back the tears that formed a lump in my throat. He got up off the bed and left my room. I quickly jumped up and ran down the hallway.

"At least tell me is there another girl? Did you find someone else? Can you at least tell me that?" I begged as he walked to the front door.

"I'm sorry." was all he said as he walked out the front door. 

Before I knew it the growing heartache turned into pain and the pain turned into anger. I didn't know what to think. I had no idea if any of this was real or just a lie my brain was telling me. I kept trying to snap out of it but everything was all to real. The heartache, the pain and the anger, they kind of just settled into my blood and waited for my brain to make sense of everything. 

A week after the break up, I heard that Zayn had moved across the country and his parents got a divorce. I didn't believe that, that was the reason he broke up with me, but it was all I knew at the time.

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