Dear Diary...

I needed to get this out, so... Yeah...

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Monday, January 25, 2016 at 9:12 am

 

So i've decided I have to get my feelings out somewhere, might as well do that here. I hate it. I hate life. If this “God” people speak of is true, why does he put us through such peril and demise? Why does he let “his people” go through so much pain? Why? Just why?




 

I'm going to use some nicknames so people’s confidentiality is held. UNLIKE MINE, sorry, but someone… let’s call her… B, has done some pretty horrible stuff, and I’m about done with her sh**. I swear, if I was given the opportunity to kill off one person in the world, it’s her. She is a lying, sly, bitc* who needs to stop before she gets hurt. You see, I would never hurt anyone, not even think of it, because I believe inflicting pain upon others is a horrible thing to do. B, well. She makes that her lifestyle, her goal in life. I always knew I could never trust her, yet I never wanted to face that fact. I told her everything, every damn bit of my life. She told me lies. I don’t even know what to think about her anymore. She’s a lying sack of sh** and I swear if we ever cross paths in the future I might end up going to jail.


 

G. We aren’t “official” yet, but I wish we were. I love him. But I feel as if… Well… He doesn’t have a mutual feeling. He tells me he does, but I don’t believe him.

 

SCHOOL,  I might as well get this out there, makes me so damn depressed, people don’t see but it's killing me. I promised myself to drop out of high school, but my parents would never let me. What they don’t see is that it is mentally and physically hurting me. I can’t go through this crap anymore. It hurts. It affects me in such a negative way that if it doesn’t stop, I will.

 

 

I'm stuck and I don't know what to do....

 

 

Save me...

 

 

-H

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