Girl fight

"Fine. My mom got a divorce with my dad because he didn't have a job, and he was a big alcoholic. When I was in eighth grade.....my dad used to come home from the bar when my mom was at work and.........would get mad at me for the stupidest reasons an-nd- just hit me. I wore nothing but long sleeve shirts for the rest of year to cover up those scars and bruises. I haven't told anyone but you this. I haven't even told my mom. And still after all these years of keeping this secret and lying to my mom....I love him. He was the only one who could make me happy and smile. He was the only person I wanted to hang out with. He was my only friend...." I said looking down at the cracks in the sidewalks. Luke hadn't said a word but I could feel his stare.

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6. "You call this a date?"

"One chocolate chip cookie dough for you and one mint Oreo for me." Luke said handing me my ice cream with a nap kin. It was pretty sweet actually he didn't have to buy me ice cream and I didn't even tell him my order. He knew, which I know sounds kind of stalkerish but it was cute in the moment.

"Luke this is to much. Why would you buy me all this stuff. The last time I checked you hated me." I said laughing wondering really why he was being so nice.

"What...you don't think I'm going to let you buy the food on our first date?" He said smiling and taking a bit of his ice cream. I however just chocked on my ice cream and just looked at him.

"Um...What did you just say?" I was really taken back. I had only signed up for being friends. And I know in my heart that I want more, but it just doesn't work like that for me. I never can have what I want because it's always to far away or never stays long enough to get to know me....

"I said it wouldn't really be polite to have the girl I'm on a date with buy her own food."

"Who ever said we were on a date? You asked me if we could be friends and really that's all we can be." I said really disappointing at what I was saying. I want more than a friendship..I want love.

"Oh come on. We both know you want more than just that. And I know that I have been a jerk to you and yes have gone to far way to many times, but.."

"But no Luke. You know this isn't going to work with your little Fuck buddy ruining everything." I didn't even touch my ice cream but I really wanted to leave. So I started to get out of the booth when Luke grabbed me at the last second.

"Please Kaylee. Give me a chance....If I hurt you I give you full permission to embarrass me in front of the whole school. Just please Kaylee...I'm falling for you faster than I ever thought I would. I have always had a little crush on you but I didn't know how to show my affection. Now that I have you, I want you. "

"Luke, I don't trust you. When we first started this, you told me this wasn't a way to hook up. It was just a way for you to get into a good college. I don't want anything more, I can't take that chance." I said thinking of my dad and how much I trusted him and he just left me.

"Why can't you trust me? What are you so afraid of?" Luke said a little more angrily than I expected.

"Luke...I don't want to talk about it..." I said feeling a tear run down my cheek. I got out of Luke's grip and ran for the door getting out safely but before I knew it I was being pinned against the wall of the brick ice cream shop.

"Kaylee why can't you tell me? Why don't you trust me?" Luke said looking confused and almost crying. I have never seen Luke look this venerable and weak...

"Because nothing I say or do will make you stay"

"What are you talking about?

"You don't get it do you? Everything back there at CD shop was true. I have trust issues and no matter how hard I try my dad will never come back and love me again. He ditched me right when I needed him the most. Why can't you see, I'm not ready for that commitment yet? Why are you pushing this idea so much?" I asked.

"Because Kaylee, I like you and I don't want to lose you."

"Really?" I said sarcastically.

"Yes. Kaylee I have liked you since the first day I layed my eyes are you. Why can't you just except the fact that I'm not trying to hurt you?" He said leaning in wiping away the tears that were forming at the bottom of my eyelids.

"Luke, It's not that I don't like you and it's not that I don't want something between us to go on but I think it would be better for the both of us if we went our separate ways. I just think that I would be better off and you should probably just focus on your studies. I'll still tutor you if you want but for now I'm in some dire need of just a friend..." I said not looking at Luke. I can't look into his blue crystal eyes when I'm trying to get him out of my mind.

"Even though I really want more, I would love to just be friends. If that means I still get to see that beautiful face and gorgeous smile everyday without the queen bee staring us down." I looked up to see him smiling and removing his hand away from the wall, freeing me from his stare. I took this opportunity to do what both of us wanted. I gave him the biggest hug. I felt warm and safe in his arms not wanting to let go but I know I had to.

"That was a nice chat we had. We should not have it again sometime but the hug would be nice every once and awhile." Luke said chuckling.

"Yeah. Let's not have that again." I said smiling

"Promise?" He said sticking his pinkie out

"What are we 5?" I said still smiling from ear to ear

"No but I want to make sure you promise me that if we ever do get into a relationship that we won't have fights like this. Now come on, don't be so mature. We'll never be as young as we are now."

"Fine" I said sticking out my pinkie, linking it with his "I promise."

"Good. Now let me walk you home it's getting kind of late and my parents are probably wondering where I am."

"Sounds good to me." I said starting to walk in the direction of my house with Luke right next to me.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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